today went late for web cos had to look after john
apparently he had some vomiting syndrome problems
i wore my little miss sunshine shirt and red checkered skirt with faded pumps
haha i love the shirt cos its so cute.
then in web sat in front of ian,aaron,asaph and their wg and all
actually aaron and asaph invite me sit with them
but i kinda pai seh
bugger ian ignore me throughout
what a bloody fucker
i think aaron and asaph rock! whoo!
actually i think aaron's wg is the coolest of all
they are...really interesting ppl
mine is like boring
not very exciting
BUT im not saying that u ppl in my wg are sucky ppl ok...
ur are also very cool
just that aaron's wg still is number 1 in my heart
haha that must really boost their wg's egos
todays service was ok
i kept sidetracking
was listening the preaching with my right ear
listening to asaph and ian fighting abt a weird calculator etc
and using my hands to hold a pen and draw chin opera stuff to practice for art
haha i so multi task
todays there's some mooncake festival item going on in church
from the basement in church can smell the popcorn they make hehe
i talked to cousin Priscilla abt exams
she also like me good in arts subjects and cant offer tips for sci
bleah everyone i know the sci all suck one
haha also dunno how i can even pass

i changed my blog skin so that i can put the mp3 player
cos that one the space to small
but i think this one cuter
aint the finger puppets so cute??
and its so colourful
i like blogs that attract my eye :)

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yay the weekends finally here
which...means lesser time to study
and i still have alot of catching up to do
tml dont think i'll go church
but perhaps i'll go mug in bp library
things are just so hectic this days
even i have no time for church

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no time to blog
mugging alot
just passing by my blog only
fuck the exams
fuck the sun
fuck mother nature
fuck liberation
fuck art
fuck everything
oh ya i think i'm gonna do smth abt chinese opera
for EOY exams
what does evryone think??
i drew a sketch of a opera girl and i think its not bad
well good luck to all for the exams
cos it really sucks if you have to retain.

And nothing can hold me back from you...

I need to be away from you..
cos ur not the one i'm looking for...

yellowcard: Way Away
I think I’m breaking out
I’m gonna leave you now
There’s nothing for me here
It’s all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[It feels to be alone and not believe]
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

You can’t stop me now
You can’t hold me down
You can’t keep me here
I’m on my way**
I made it this far now
And I’m not burning out
No matter what you say
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[Feels to be alone and not believe]
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
[Letting out the noise inside of me]
Every windowpane is shattering
[Every windowpane is shattering]
Cutting out my words before I speak
[Cutting out my words]
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me
[Letting out the noise inside of me]
Every windowpane is shattering
[Every windowpane is shattering]
Cutting out my words before I speak
[Cutting out my words]
This is how it feels to not believe

Way awayAway from here I’ll be
Way awayAway so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[Feels to be alone and not believe]
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Labels: i need my bass man :)

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today..,i mean yesterday was cool
played maple like siao
but still haven't lvl
haven't really been studying
must make an effort to put in more time to study next wk!!!
rawr.

And nothing can hold me back from you...

ok sorry maybe we really shouldn't be fighting at all...

And nothing can hold me back from you...

god i really hate black asssholes
SORRY ITS NOT A RACIST COMMENT!!!
just that two ppl whom i dislike are so ugh...
first one caught me for stupid skirt when its fucking long
grrr...

the other is being such a pathethic tranny
he's such a bitch
doesn't deserve to be called a bastard at ALL!
first he befriends all this little little grps
sum which are enemies with one another
then he gets secrets to keep
and when he's with one grp,he bitches abt their enemy and tells their secrets
and does the same to other grps
sure now everybody hates hiim
i don't give a bloody damn shit abt him
he's so pathethic
such a loserish way of trying to make frens
backstabber and betrayer
to think i got charmed by his stupid being'
tgotg wasted so much time and all to help him and he's being the petty asshole
he's so insensitive,ppl say little bit wanna cry
its so gay u tranny biatch
u know u and the kids central guy have sooo much in common
being such bloody assholes
i can't stand you!!!
i'm so pissed off about it already
you are very irritating and annoying you know..
and do u know that u are such a male slut
trying to suck up to the malays (sorry this is also NOT racist!)
wait til i show them all the stuff u said abt them
just you wait and see
i can be super mean and nasty and bitchy
just you wait til reality sets in
u are a pathethic insensitive loser and u already know it
you dont even deserve me as a fren u bitch
u deserve all this for all the bad things you've done
think about it,when have u ever treated us like a proper fren?
the direct answer is NO
u say its not over
i fact its just started and its just about to get worse
im sick of you and i really had it
this is the last straw
i don't care if you call us bitches
nobody cares what you say
the ironic thing is that u are a bitch
so you cant just go arund calling us bitches
thats very childish you know...
i suppose u believe in retribution u lame hobo freak
cos YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!!
you don't know how fucked up everyone's social life's are becoming
its all ur fucking fault u fag
the fun has just begun.
oh ya,go suck your balls and masturbate all u wan lah
i don't give a shit
wait a minute, reality check
you DON"T HAVE A DICK!
get a grip on urself male slut.

Labels: revenge is here and now

And nothing can hold me back from you...

i wanna love
i wanna leave
i want u to love me
i want you to leave me
i wanna stand where i can see
i'm watching you love me,
i'm watching you leave me now...

Labels: i got emo bag yay.

And nothing can hold me back from you...

i haven't been blogging for awhile
lots have happened lah
sat i went to bugis with jill
i bluffed that i went causeway library study
me and jill supposed to buy things but in the end nv buy anything
there's something going on too
that is kinda private lah
yesterday did sum modeling
the pictures are nice but i can't say its fantatic
cos i'm not like hot and gorgeous or wtv
perhaps if i have time then i'll post the pics tml
oh ya i forgot to mention,
my hp has NC16 stuff haha...
whoever can read this will know what i'm talking about...hehe :)

i gotta mug like siao now
exams are starting next wk!!!!
gosh!!
my exams start on 21 sept with mt
and it only ends on 9 oct...
grrrr....super long leh!!!
can't wait to start planning where to go after exams!
i think during holidays i wanna get a job too...
just wait and see...
i'm looking forward to attending Mark and Sue's wedding :)
i think its at the end of this yr...
yay!!! congratulations you two!

And nothing can hold me back from you...

omg bapok scolded us yesterday sia
cos a grp of us hav damn poor results
ppl like me. :)
let me quote some of his words
"take a look at your fucking results..."
"fuck i care about you..."
"get the fuck idea..."

walao how can teacher scold students sia
somemore yest was also jill's bday OFFICIALLY!
asshole of a teacher
today is quite exciting
me joseph,hanif and dom a bit were bragging abt someone
haha and it was friggin awwwsomme!!!
maths tution was a drag
i really hate it...
felt like sleeping
im seriously so laaazyyy rawrr

oh ya
some stupid pregnant woman
come and scold me and jill b4 art
saying our skirts cannot get any shorter...
bleah then she gave us those evil glares
walao then she asked questions i didn't dare reply her
then she pulled at my shirt
at least i dont put the shoe lace like jill
i use the rubber band so not that obvious
haha i so smart :)
actually i thought she was quite cool
cos she dresses so nicely
and looks very very good even though she is pregnant
WITH a huge bump
and she can still wear high heels!
how cool!!!
but..im so dissapointed with her now

And nothing can hold me back from you...

damn damn godamn it
i am seriously wondering why on earth am i blogging
esp on such a lovely sat night
when i can spend my time mapling instead
well,the stupid connection is so whatever
keeps lagging and i alr died once if thats not enough
ugh

it was such a wonder seeing u today
but sometimes i get so frustrated
you don't know how totally clueless you are
i like you and you don't even have the slightless hint
i'm already trying my best to be as obvious as possible
and yet you still don't know anything
maybe i shall give you a nick?
then u'll be informed
but then you don't even ead my blog so why should i even bother
thats because i care about you
i do so much for you
yet i get nothing out of it
and you are out there so shy and clueless about my feelings for you
sometimes i just want to give up..

ok enough of my rambling...
today i woke up like damn late haha
then b4 web i went fareast look for jill's bday pressie
can't find anything nice sia
web was ok..
i think i should start finding time to go for wg
i should set my priorities
btw jill was asking me abt this church called st john's church or smth
cos keith (her dream guy,who's kinda similar to my dream guy cos they both play the bass),
attends that church and she's interested to go there
and i think that church seems cool
i think i should go to other churches and see how its like
cos in covenant i feel like i don't really belong there
its like i'm an extra or wtv
today i saw duane in church
the thing btw us is still kinda going on
i really want to apologise to him but i'm kinda afraid that smth bad will come out of it
i think the two of us also a bit hoa lian dun wan say sorry
but i smiled to him today
i think i'll try talking to him next week
see what happens...
just hope that everything goes well..

Labels: i don't know what to say about you

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been busy this few days..
and i still haven't completed my hw
haha
i've finished doing my template
but i dunno why at the end of the post
it shows as the date instead of time
haiz...

its been nice talking to u...
and i really enjoy it.. :)
i wonder if u feel the same way?

Labels: lalalalala :)

And nothing can hold me back from you...

Labels: nothing will go wrong

And nothing can hold me back from you...

today went out for lunch with jill,zl and dom
omg loh
we were like laughing like shit throughout
i laugh so much until i thought i was having a spasm
AND i almost choked on my food
dom siao
he was laughing 9/10 throughout our lunch in kfc

then after that me and jill keep purposely go to that kind of shops
like those girl shops,lingerie shops...
lol so damn crazy lah
oh ya
i saw a certain person at the library just now
what a fugly bitch

i totally must start mugging more
it'll do good for my studies
tml i have to mug bio and maths and chem
sigh sigh SIGH

i really need help with my blog template
i dunno how to change
i managed to make the colour but the pic dunno where to put
sigh

Labels: treat me to jacks place jill :)

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Message:
What would you do if...

-Your crush suddenly asks you out?
-go lah. siao eh.

-You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?
-join in for threesome?

-Your parents had another baby?
-doesnt concern me.

-You're trapped in a building about to explode?
-have sex. den die.

-You were granted one wish?
-wish for unlimited granted wishes.

-Aliens invaded earth?
-they already did. i'm one/

-A guy suddenly kissed you?
-depends. ask me for details.

-You won a date with your celeb crush?
-sell the opportunity on an online auction and earn a few Ks.

-You were given a blue car?
-paint it red first.

-Your boyfriend breaks up with you?
-he won't. i'd dump her first if needed anyway.

-You win a million dollars.
-put them all in a Arsenal v Sinchi FC game. place bet on Sinchi. confirm will get 10X the amount.

-Someone gives you flowers?
-Say Thank you lah.

-You recieve a love letter in your locker?
-Don't have a locker.

-You fail your exam?
-screw up the guy next to me in the exam room.

-You get first in class?
-not what if. CONFIRM will be.

-Your computer crashes?
-I USE A MACINTOSH . maybe cos your windows xp crashed . too bad .

-You get fired.
-i'll be self employed in the first place .

-Your best friend betrays you
-I'd use fengshui to prevent that anyway .

-You had to choose between your boyfriend and your best friend?
-my boyfriend may be my best friend by then . XD

-You were paid fifty dollars to fill this out?
-give me my money . its the reading fee .

Labels: you still owe me 50 dollars leh..

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Sat
was boring
went to church as usual
and i saw you ushering :)
and all i looked at was you

i hate the pychotic killer bitch
just couldn't stand her irritating-ness
can't believe i managed to sit beside her throughout
ugh icky majorness
what to do

bought KFC for family for dinner
and saw you again
i love your killer smile :)
went home and mapled for 3 whole hrs (and much more)

Sun
was also very boring
stayed at home
and how fun is that?
mapled for 3 hrs again
my lvl 62 cleric almost lvled up
too bad i keep dying
and some stupid bastard living under my roof keeps disturbing me
cos i nv train his char
seriously so fucked up
such a petty dumbass
why cant he take the hint that i'm not going to even bother to train his acc
ugh seriously...

Mon , which is today
is also very very boring
nv go out at all
tml i wan go out and enjoy a bit
i am too bored staying a home
did some hw
i wonder how i'm going to do my ss hw
cos i left my text book in sch
and zl cant help me get it cos classroom locked sia
oh zl thanks alot for ...aiya alot lah

i have to start studying
my results really suck
my eng is back to normal
i got a B4
same for lit and maths which is also a B4
i have a B3 for art :)
and a A2 for combined Ss and Hist :D !!!
hah but i don't have a A1,yet.
and for the bad results:
D7 for chinese,yea as usual
and a F9 for combined chem bio
sucky huh?
must buck up esp on the subjects i failed!!!
jia you girl!

and i still want you here in my arms
i regret not saying goodbye to you when i left
but most of all i should have talked to you when i had the chance to.
i'm begging you to be my escape..

Labels: positive attitudes

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i caught you looking at me so many times
it was like deja vu
just that
isn't it already over between us?
so why do you still do this to me...

Labels: what do you want now

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