i really hate all this fucking assholes
i'm surrounded by dozens of them
they think they can push and toss me around like a doll
well i'm not who they think i am
i'm just a person who doesn't show who i really am
unless u really know me well enough
fucking bastards all make me so pissed
i'm already pissed by 3 of them today
thats already bad enough
at least i saw one good person today that made me feel good
which is mr B.M haha

well since i'm bored i wanna make a list of something

qualities i see in a potential dating guy for me(haha):
1. taller than me
2. slim in size,slightly muscular would be good
3. preferably christian.cos god and jesus are impt to me
4. musician-bass,guitar,drums,violin...
5. someone kind of like me,then we can get along well
6. romantic person,roses are cool
7. someone with a more positive attitude unlike me
8. he knows the proper way to treat a girl
9. no jocks or nerds allowed. atheletes still can as long they don't stink when they meet me
10. personal hygene-no BO,clean clothes,smell good etc.thats damn impt
11. hmm hansome? alot i know are imperfect.
12. nice to my parents,if they know about us
13. good in studies-then can help one another in studying
14. devoted-we ask god to help us with our relationship.balance god in our lifes.
15. faithful-don't go two timing and so on
16. suprise me?i love suprises.but if they ain't interesting they'll really suck
17. someone who can do things to impress me
18. sense of humour-its fucking impt if not i'll be bored to death
19. similar interests-have more things to do tgt
20. doesn't mind coming with me shopping-well i can find out what he likes to buy so i know what to buy for him
21. we have time for one another-i'm not the clingy type who wants to meet everyday or wtv..but twice to three times a wk is ok with me.besides there's technology,can either call,sms,chat on msn or wtv
22. respect our own privacy-i'll understand if u have things on
23. understanding,respect one another-putting yourself in the other's shoes
24. doesn't mind hanging out with one anothers friends-get to know each other better
25. a good kisser-that would be nice..
26. doesn't force me to do things that i don't wanna do eg.sex,dun hang out with my frens..
27. has a passion for music and arts stuff like me
28. allows me to do a self portrait for him to keep-thats if i'm talented enough..
29. comitted-dun anyhow fall for someone,keep wan break up then get back tgt etc..
30. wants a very loving and caring relationship-who doesn't wanna feel loved?

wow i wrote 30 pts.
i think i still have alot more
but i think the first 20 are more impt among the 30
well i'll type somemore another time when i can think of more
haha gtg study le
ciao!

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