Yesterday was christmas
and NO i did not have any christmas dinner
AND i WASN"T EVEN INVITED to his house for christmas lunch
grrrr thats sick man
and why must he keep giving me mixed signals.....
well i went to SPCA on christmas
saw alot of cute dogs and cats
but sadly i cant adopt any of them
maybe until i get my own house
my mum doesn't like pets thats why..
then me,dad,and bro* went to east coast park cycling
so tired
and not very fun cos i keep thinking of him
if love was blind, i would live in a void with nothing but you
haizzz....sigh....


today's boxing day...and all i did today was spring cleaning
totally hate it
i was like playing GrandChase
in between cleaning my room
and now im proud to announce i've kinda given up mapling
maybe for now
GrandChase so fun
the AOE atts for mages are so darn cool
such as the fire storm and so on..
ok i don't really know what im typing
so erm whatever
im looking forward to shopping tml
but dreading it also cos there's cca

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today we had the fishbone dry run
if thats what its called lah
we tried making choco moco,chunky monkey,the nile and crazy frog(greenridge)
choco was nice
but it isn't my fave though
the nile is still my fave
tastes completely diff fr the one i made at home
chunky monkey drink already kind of want to have diarhoea
i dun really like the after taste
greenridge tasted a bit like antibiotics
well it was fun making the drinks though
i hope the ppl i invited will come
i'll continue to keep them in prayer

we also made drinks for the service crew
who were also there
then we make for them somemore using the leftovers
so after cleaning up and all still got alot of time
then we played games
such as wacko,duck duck goose and double wacko
quite fun too
i went to west mall and had dinner at mayim
food damn shiok haha
bot a new fan cos mine spoil
have to curse theat lousy piece of technology

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my comp really sucks man
might spoil anytime
keeps auto restart
but thats not what i want to rant abt today..

today was...boring
wrapping presents lalala
smsing ppl to come ZCC..
plain boring

sometimes i just don't understand why life could be anymore complicated
and with him its worse
one day,he's so nice and treats me really good
then the next day,he acts like nothing ever happened and ignores me(kinda)
it puts me into a very difficult position
even though i know i have to stop worrying
and let god take control of my life
but its just too hard to me to not worry
i keep thinking insanely
like i might not even be the one that he likes
or that the girl he likes is everything i'm not..
sometimes i just feel like breaking down
but love is not a seasonal thing but its undivided and constant
and thats exactly what i feel for him eversince last june?
thats like one and a half yrs
but somewhere in btw i liked someone else
its kinda weird to say that one can love two guys at the same time..
well i guess i can only let god have his way
and maybe time will tell
but i dont think i can wait much longer
i'm pretty much done with waiting
i wish that there would be some kind of sign
so that i know if i am the one he has feelings for
if only god would show me..

okay enough of my mushy talk and all that
well,its getting late and i better go sleep
cos im waking up early tml to go swimming at safra club
hehe the pool there damn nice
note to self: rmb to put sun block
so that i wont get another sun tan
cos... I WANT TO BE FAIR LIKE SNOW WHITE

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wah sian
so boring at home sia
raining as usual
havent go buy sprite to practice making THE NILE
wonder how i make one will taste like hehe
i went to buy christmas presents jus now
so far i've bought everything already

nothing to do at home
besides practicing guitar
and reading bks
and doing some shit on the comp...
omg i still havent made christmas cards
i havent even thought of how to design them and all that haha
better go and start making them later
i cant wait to watch HEROES later
so nice
but one episode like very slow lah
i think i'll go play mech quest now
ciao!

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long time never blog already
too lazy lah :)

yesterday was the first fish bone meeting for the zhenghua christmas carnival
ppl who intended involved the service crew(waiters,waitresses)
and the logistics(ian,aaron etc)
and the kitchen crew(me!! and frens) haha
the briefing so fun lol
we finished at 5pm like that
then went to greenridge hang around awhile
then come back and help jingyi,ale and grace ushering and setting up
quite alot of food
ah and that ian was as lame as usual
some of the JD joined us
lucky that little boy wasn't there

next wk i have a run thru to make the drinks
im making the nile
which is my fave drink
i've yet to invite any frens
the kitchen for that day damn cool lah
its in the center so shiok
then when ppl enter can see us making drinks
HAHA
christmas coming so soon
havent buy all my presents yet

hmm recently i have to thank god for alot of stuff
though i didnt go for Destiny Camp
i had my wakeup call
i realised that i didnt like the way that i was living my life
and that i was drifting further and further away from him
so i started to pray more often
and do my DJ
im thankful that god has done so much for me in my life
i feel so blessed to know that he loves me so much
i cant wait for this sat's fishbone!!

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