The cool gang of heroes. someday i hope to meet them. i've already met superboy:)

shit lah i think he likes someone else but not me. he didn't say anything so i also not sure. i really hope its just one of his other schemes to make me jealous. like that time he keep telling me abt girls he knows. i wish he wasn't so fickle minded and would just ask me out to give it a shot of a date.

Haiz valentines day is coming soon. As usual i wont celebrate it with that special someone bcos i have not found him yet. Actually more of he hasn't asked me anything yet. i am not even sure who likes me now. i dont even know if i like him just for fun or i really really like him. oh well i guess time is capable of understanding how great love is. just leave it in the hands of god and he may work wonders. maybe i don't even know what love is at all. love is just a feeling lah. some ppl i just luckier than me. some may have found their true love but i havent. maybe i might just find him in another country if i really go overseas. or i might meet him later in my life. i just have yet to find my soulmate. its like the guys i know either traet me like i don't exist aka they think i suck or wtv but those are the shitty kind of ppl... or they treat me like a sister which is quite like how me and andrey are like and erm same for the ppl in his wg and other guys i know. its like they're friendly and they show no interest in me which is good. no offense okay? :) then there's the guys that are nice and all that i like. they are like quite perfect just that some obstacles stand in ur paths. like he's too handsome or u are too pretty. or he has no time, wants to concentrate on studies or wants to wait for the right person to be stead. i dont think it may be possible btw me and him seeing that we are quite close and he probably treats me like a 2nd sister. thats kind of what happens nowadays with girls. or guys. they are frens fr young and one falls in love with the other while the other regards the one as just a friend. quite sucky. but...there are also cases that both fall in love but quite rare. maybe he liked me once but i've changed? i hope to continue to be closer to him and maybe he will have more time to talk to me. oh well.

its getting quite late. been surfing the net. have to do my maths night. oh ya i havent finished my chin hw .die le

oops i did it again