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APRIL!!

2008-04-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

whoa so long since i last used blogspot.
actually i prefer multiply.
easier to update and stuff but blogger not so slow.
well april's here and i realised time really passes so fast.
been quite busy with other stuff like school and church
and i've been trying to balance it with my excessive comp usage
and that is to watch bleach hahaha (bo hahaha)
lol?? im so random XD
now at ep 100 already hahaha
im so evil muhahaha

yanthi get well soon!! :)

Bleach Episode 10 aka BO! HAHAHA!!!

2008-03-17T23:15:00.001+08:00

havent blogged on my blogspot awhile...but this is a video for you ppl to watch! Enjoy!

Saving you sends me to heaven..

2008-02-25T18:40:00.002+08:00

Ahh haven't blogged in awhile yow
so i shall update on what happened last wk until today
had tons of stuff to do during the weekends
especially homework and projects and art
NO!!!
had to tolerate with some "stuff" too
sat had service and it was quite good
next wk we'll be starting to help with our respective areas
i joined fishbone again!
and best of all Andrey and Alethia are IC's haha
and the bad news,my brothers in it...
went for supper with Andrey and JH
then A critisize my work lah
go and say bad stuff somemore haiyo
luckily Asaph dropped by and then he go and beat Andrey cos he bully me
LOL WTH!!!!
hahaha Asaph gave me a frisbee
he threw it down from the LRT
then i found out later from Aaron that it costed 50 cents only
walao

had a conference on the phone until one plus yesterday
with that stupid daniel and jill---> whoo you rock my socks aqua
then they all talk all abt the ss
then i couldn't understand
cos i was brain dead with a killer headache and still have to entertain them

i saw eelin today in school
then she also saw me hahaha
couldnt really recognise her from far though
hehe sian later still have to do ss debate stuff and chin hw
and revise for tmr hist test
well im looking forward to watching heroes later

link me at my multiply!!
www.mswonder.multiply.com

I am Not Here.

2008-02-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

Ahh i have so many mosquito bites on my arms
no lah actually one only
but damn itchy...
haven't done finish my hw
esp my lit drawings
supposed to do it by tmr but not done yet haha
this few days quite alot of stuff to do
printing too

had a huge tiff with my bro, verbally
and of course you can guess that it is regarding the usage of comps
he's an asshole lah
i wan to print stuff since yesterday and comp keep got prob
then he only wan to play
lend him use my comp play play play until like fucking want to spoil already
i got work to do lahh not that i so bo liao go online for nothing
ok i admit i do blog and surf websites
but better then playing
playing only makes u addicted and uncontollable
blogging can help you to improve your english
and surfing websites improves your knowledge
playing games is like so uncool
lame little boy
i don't know how on earth can we be even related..

ich bin nich ich wenn du nich bie mier bist - bin ich allein

No one can get in the way of what i'm feeling

2008-02-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

He drives me insane and crazy and i miss him alot.
You make me feel loved and excited.
ahh hard to choose btw both. keep thinking abt both lots
maybe bcos i saw both today lol
you damn weird, screaming my name and tgt with the freak i think
he's encouraging

you are the love of my life, i don't know what i'll do without you...

I miss you..

2008-02-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello there, the angel of my nightmare, the darkness in the valley of the morgue..

i didn't see him today, could say i miss him..I think he's probably busy so i won't disturb him for now hahahah
Ian is freaking weird. and that 917 also. i think ian cycled to cckss to look for me but we realease later so maybe he went home lol. cos on the bus i saw him cycling back home from our school that side. i dont think he was sick so he couldn't have gone to the polyclinic. FREAK!
Dunno why this days i keep falling asleep at 6 plus and then i wake up to find that i missed my drama serial. UGH damn pissed at that. Yesterday i missed half of my show. Today i missed the whole thing walao man. At least i didn't miss Heroes :)
Really need to get new guitar soon. getting abit sick of the classical guitar sound. Prefer to have a change. I need guitar picks lol!!

It's All About You...

2008-02-18T21:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday you asked me something, i thought you knew, well i told you with a smile, it's all about you.
So boring, esp yesterday. There's nothing much to do at home this days. Can't wait to get my guitar.
Ian is 917, and he's damn weird man. He kept asking me like all those lame questions until i fell asleep. Today he tried to guess my bra colour for like more than 2 hrs, wasting forty plus to fifty msg's in the process. So lame loh. He guess so long and give him so MANY hints then he managed to guess it sia. FINALLY sia!!! Cream gold lol.
On Sat i think Mag gave out Ferrero Roche choc flowers. very pretty and i have no idea how to make them! So she forgot to give me so Denise gave me her one. So nice of her. Thanks for your present LOL!!
Around next month I'll see Eelin around school cos she's gonna be posted here for 10 wks? Quite cool cos i'll get to see her everyday, until i sian... Not sure whether if she might come to our class and see cos we're sec 4's so doubt it but i'll probably see her around.
Ain is so bad. She made her bf Haizard breakdown bcos of Shuk and she can still laugh about it LOL. sick lahh

Everything i do and think about, its all bcos of you. You are the colour of my life!

Flying in the stars

2008-02-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

Erm yesterday was good.
i went to bras basah and had a look at the two guitar shops there.
they were really really cool
i found some nice ones that are cheap
planning to buy it around march period
still considering whether i should get an electric or accostic
priscillia says accostic first then easier to learn electric
jill says electric since i want one and i can learn white stripe songs
Then ian says i should have no other comittments other than god and my O lvls.
aiya dunno lah
anyway i came back quite late ;)
found out that my wg went for dinner already lol
joined denise,grace and joyce's table.
we had banquet food. some hot wok thingy
so not worth it and costed me 4 dollars
i ordered a sweet and sour fish rice
it tasted ok. Denise was complaining abt hers very loudly
i'm sure everyone now knows how sucky their food is lol

I found out Eelin is gonna be posted to CCKSS in two weeks time
as a teacher in training for lit
that means i'll see her everyday
oh and she'll see Grace tan everyday too haha
seeing that we are both in the same sch
i offered to give her a tour lol
wonder if she'll be coming to observe our class or anything

im such a slacker.
i still havent done finish my hw
and was supposed to be doing art coursework and so on
and i needed to catch up on my studies esp chem!!
gah!!

Oh ya this month's teenage horoscope is bullshit!!
i dont belive that its true.
Lets hope its not :)

Tour Trip

2008-02-16T11:34:00.001+08:00

today will be touring around spore.
around bras basah area
i hope i dont get lost though

Creative Revolution

2008-02-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Not only was today Total defense day, but there was also a firedrill. Very hot some more and they so slow one.

Yesterday, i mean wed quite funny. For art on wed, we went to the art room to do our work. Slacked alot. Teacher, aka Mr David Low, very weird and all...,walked past my table and i saw that he had a booger on his nose. Somemore i think everyone saw it too. AND the booger was hanging off frm his nose, threatening to drop down any second. Quite embarassing but didn't dare to tell him.

Then on Thurs we had art remedial. Teacher say go comp lab so we went. He walk until the comp lab then he said he forgot to bring the key. Haiyo so forgetful sia. Then me and Aqua realised that his fly was undone. Walao he how old already, go toilet never zip sia. At least i didn't see anything,not that i want to in the first place. We thought he realised and wanted to go to the toilet adjust but we were wrong. Still never zip up. In the end managed to skip art remadial cos Aqua big mouth so told him that we at home both got internet can do at home hahaha. What a good excuse to go home early.

Today for art we did some really damn funny drawings. Supposed to be doing my second mindmap but got carried away. Its like art has bcome my slack period. Everyboday all pretending to do our own coursework but actually not lah. Super funny. Even josph contributed something lol!

Had a good guitar lesson today. Finally bought a new guitar string and fixed it on my own. Yay! Had a good time playing the comp. Had a nice chat with Aaron. Pro at taking interesting pics. I could not even figure out what his pic was but damn nice lah. bugger. Anyway he told me abt how god spoke to him and that he's suposed to do medicine. well all the best anyway! not sure what i'll become of in the distant future. Maybe i'll get a opportunity overseas or i might just stay in Spore. I'm afraid to go there bcos i have to start my life totally afresh. Now i could say i've got quite alot of frens so i'll really miss them if i go. I'm scared that of i go, i will never come back again. And also there's him. what am i going to do if i go? i'll be really heartbroken. Also kind of afraid for security cos they allow guns over there. I'm afraid of those terrorists thingy and bad guys haha. And ppl might be abit racist too. aiya i also dunno...don't really want to think abt it now...hopefully can bcome a rock star in the future. hehe it doesn't hurt to dream.

Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

The title says it all. Valentines day lahh. I so nice give my friends chocs and they never give me anything loh. Kanina. PPl like abi get so many gifts and i only get one and that one is ms zee give our lit class, two giant sticks of those pocky like biscuit. Everybody's kinda in the valenine's day mood. I guess no presents for me this year.
Oh ya i was late today. Woke up late and stupid bus!! Quite suay lah to be late on Valentines day. Its like a symbol that im late to find my loved one... My 2nd time late this yr. 3rd time say hello to a very nice word, detention.
I wonder when i'll be able to play my guitar properly again. One string missing. Actually can still strum cos it still sounds the same but like so leychey need to press the part that no string and it feels quite funny too. Plucking of course cannot bcos one string missing what. Some more im now learning how to pluck the bass strings so quite hard now cannot practice.
Currently still scrooging and trying to save as much money as i can to buy my electric. $ 150 more to go! Jia you!

My fairytale...poof

2008-02-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

Its not coming true its not coming true ITS NOT GONNA COME TRUE
my head is still in the clouds
in reality its not gonna come true
he's not going to do anything
i'm not going to gain anything by continueing
im going to end up hurting myself
im starting to feel the slight tinge of pain
but im still living in my fairytale world
its going to hurt any sooner
i still feel happy when i see him/think abt him
he makes my day
but he hasn't made me smile, yet
he wont do anything
i know what the pain will be like
but it will be worse
breaking up doesn't hurt as much as having a crush
6 mths ago i was very much happier than now
misery loves its company
guess i wont be enjoying valentines day at all
i'll just have some emo times with frens
whats there to celebrate abt valentines day when u are single?
of course your bestest friends!
they're there for you for everything in ur ups and downs
in fact i am really thankful that god blessed me with such awsome friends
and i really mean it!!!
Bless you all...

Can you be the one to bring back my smile?

You leave me breathless

2008-02-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

school really is a drag, but i don't really want to talk about it.
me and hanif were talking abt heroes and we kinda decided to form a superhero grp. whoa cool man. but after doing my research i think i kinda want to be wonder girl leh. Like wonder girl more like my person i am. but huntress/bat girl suits my look more. dunno maybe i can be split personality. with my grp, wonder girl. then on my own i'll be batgirl/huntress.. quite cool get to role play so many at one go.

Saving the world >>-------}>

2008-02-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

Someday i am going to save the world. No matter how many challenges i face i will perservere. Alot of things have influenced me to be a hero hahaha.
Some call me Supergirl, whom i think is really cute lol
all the superheroes that are famous. i see fantastic 4, spiderman, x-men, justice league, titans etc
This is me huntress, cos someone else is also supergirl, someone whom i dont really like. But super girl is just a term. huntress also takes the role of Bat girl at one time. Bat girl is more fearful. Which is cool man.

The cool gang of heroes. someday i hope to meet them. i've already met superboy:)

shit lah i think he likes someone else but not me. he didn't say anything so i also not sure. i really hope its just one of his other schemes to make me jealous. like that time he keep telling me abt girls he knows. i wish he wasn't so fickle minded and would just ask me out to give it a shot of a date.

Haiz valentines day is coming soon. As usual i wont celebrate it with that special someone bcos i have not found him yet. Actually more of he hasn't asked me anything yet. i am not even sure who likes me now. i dont even know if i like him just for fun or i really really like him. oh well i guess time is capable of understanding how great love is. just leave it in the hands of god and he may work wonders. maybe i don't even know what love is at all. love is just a feeling lah. some ppl i just luckier than me. some may have found their true love but i havent. maybe i might just find him in another country if i really go overseas. or i might meet him later in my life. i just have yet to find my soulmate. its like the guys i know either traet me like i don't exist aka they think i suck or wtv but those are the shitty kind of ppl... or they treat me like a sister which is quite like how me and andrey are like and erm same for the ppl in his wg and other guys i know. its like they're friendly and they show no interest in me which is good. no offense okay? :) then there's the guys that are nice and all that i like. they are like quite perfect just that some obstacles stand in ur paths. like he's too handsome or u are too pretty. or he has no time, wants to concentrate on studies or wants to wait for the right person to be stead. i dont think it may be possible btw me and him seeing that we are quite close and he probably treats me like a 2nd sister. thats kind of what happens nowadays with girls. or guys. they are frens fr young and one falls in love with the other while the other regards the one as just a friend. quite sucky. but...there are also cases that both fall in love but quite rare. maybe he liked me once but i've changed? i hope to continue to be closer to him and maybe he will have more time to talk to me. oh well.

its getting quite late. been surfing the net. have to do my maths night. oh ya i havent finished my chin hw .die le

oops i did it again

Consequences

2008-02-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

"Why didn't you do your homework?"

"because i went visiting mah"

This will probably happen to me tmr in sch
oh well serves me right for playing around on cny
and not doing my hw
so far done quite little and having a splitting headache from staring at the glaring screen of my comp
something wrong with the screen lah
i think easier to use at night then not so bright.
easier to see
better go play the guitar
relax my brain

Happy Chines New Year!

2008-02-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

Wah its been long since i've blogged
and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
its the year of the RAT!
not Kat hehehe
dunno why feeling like being corny
erm well my chinese new yr holiday was quite good
been playing alot
and then now its time to do hw

Chinese new year eve: woke up late so had to rush to sch. Saw ian riding his bike ;) lucky he reached on time. Had lessons, very boring as usual. its like all the teachers are piling hw one by one. Finished sch damn early and went home play comp for awhile. Bro brought his weird fren home and they abit funny funny.... Went to SUBWAY with my family for lunch. Food tasted godamn gd and quite ex too. everywhere so crowded sia. Then later at night ent to Priscillia's house for reunion dinner. lots of bbq food and MEAT! Yum so much variety. got chicken, pork, beef, lamb, sausages blah. And alot of other makan stuff. i ate until so much sure put on 10kg lol. My cousins got a new dog, golden retriever. The name's Bailey, quite nice name. played with her and their other dog CoCo. Also had some fun entertaining Marie and Rachael hehe. Rachael very pretty she can be some child model haha. Went upstairs with them and priscilla was playing her accostic guitar and singing along to some songs for worship. she quite pro also. her guitar nice blue colour sia so cool. after that day i made a deal that i will buy my electric first then save up again to buy accostic haha im pure evil. Collected my first ang pao today. Played with Aaron GC. suprised that he played. Thought he wouldnt

Chinese New year! : Dong dong dong qiang... woke up damn late. did nothing much but was slogging around. played games awhile. Started to feel sick. got some sore throat, and cold. went to grandmother's house later at night and watched kinship 2. damn shiok. collected quite abit of ang paos

Chinese new year day 2: did some hw. quite boring went to play comp and stuff. went to my aunts house. had alot of good food. had a good time

Today: CNY web service. did alot of work b4 that. boring lah everyday stay at home hear parents nagging. head wanna pain like hell. service was good. todays title was "RESTING IS NOT A SIN!" LOL i agree that resting is not a sin. Singaporeans are just too kiasu,never wanting to stop for awhile just to rest. haiz i think im also like that,but not entirely like that. Hmm quite alot of the ppl dressed up to their chinese new year best. like my wg lol all wear nice dress and some high heels. i wear scarf still cold like siao. next time i wear the same outfit im gonna wear layers. i tried it at home just now and i looked cool hehe. my mum says im quite photogenic can be a model. but i quite skinny so cant do skimpy stuff. more of winter and autumn stuff cos the colours suit my skin and thin can wear more layers lol. i think alot of the guys were just being casual and wear just their usual stuff. Like my brother loh wear untilso casual. and aaron haha only wear jersey lol. sorry hehe :)

i really am coming down with a flu :(

Lala land is a distance away

2008-02-06T00:47:00.001+08:00

Tried to do my maths
but failed to do so
wanted to do so many things but no time

ended up chatting alot to Aaron
his stories are godamn interesting
hehehe
so bored
finally tmr got holiday
can slp longer and stuff like that
need to start hardcore saving
for my guitar

It's time you asked me out...

2008-02-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Actually he can be very nice if he's free to talk
but he isn't right now at the moment
haiz guess i'll just go and do my hw in the mean while

Anyways just wanted to blog about electric guitars
went to search for guitar shops in spore
and guess what i can only find one and thats the one in bukit timah
i think i'll go there on sat b4 church or something?
im really trying to look for a electric guitar for roughly $200 dollars
around there cause thats the cheapest i can afford
i still need to save like $100 more lalala
probably have to take the chinese new year money then can
haiz so sian
still have so much hw and stuff that i wanna do but quite lazy
really need to focus and start mugging

Laselle Open House

2008-02-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

i went to Laselle just now..here are some pictures

this pictures are from the visual arts gallery i think

the nice sculptures outside the laselle campus

the theatre performances. Alot of ang moh singers and their voices are damn pro. They can sing until my ear drums are to the point of bursting. Their acting is very good too :)

the very pretty Laselle campus. Theres the green area called the Campus Green where all the music performances were held at.

This guy is making some pottery. Quite skillful

some very nice pictures from the fashion area

Some of the visual arts stuff

another singer :)

Well so there you have it, all the pictures. well almost all in fact

i went to laselle alone

cos some ppl decided to pang seh me on sat so i didnt go

and the same thing happened again on sun

so today i went on my own.

quite daring huh

i took the train to dougby ghauht mrt station and i had a hard time finding my directions

so i took a chance and went left

i found the hotel rendenvous which was near it

then i found the other buildings near it and the streets

finally i found nafa campus 3, sim lim square and then Laselle whoo!

had a good time in laselle

the goody bag nicer and so are the things inside

nafa not so nice but they give alot of things lah

spent quite some time in laselle looking around at the galleries and watching the plays.

and i took alot of pictures too, as you can see...

after that went to bugis

super crowded everywhere and couldnt find a place to sit

had a hard time shopping and looking around at clothes

not sure if i should buy anything

then so many ppl do manicures so smelly and stuffy until i almost puked and fainted

so decided to get out of there and i went home

i just came back from my aunts house.

had a cantonese dinner with my aunt, uncle, cousins and my very irritating nephews and my family too

the food was really good

this round its more to my liking

i think my aunt is a really good cook :)

the end of the day

2008-02-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

ahhh had a good time in web today
the sec 3's joined my wg today
cool sia Ginny , a spider aka youth leader,cut her hair
looks like the lead singer of tokio hotel in the durch den monsun video
walao i think she really look like him loh
except he's much thinner

chatting with him now
he's being exceptionally weird today
but i like it
ALOT
maybe he's trying to make me jealous?
well i dont know that for sure...
he trying to woo me maybe ? :)
or maybe he just wants to make it known that he likes girls

Durch Den Monsun

2008-02-02T15:30:00.001+08:00

i love this video alot. tokio hotel looked so cute when they were much younger

You make me wanna lala

2008-02-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

today is friday. Its the weekend. And half a week to CNY !! woots. finally a holiday that i can relax for and no cca next wk too. Quite awsome considering how much i hate running b4 dancing. Its like my muscles are freaking tired already and i still have to dance. The instructor thinks we talk too much and wants to make us run so that we'll be too tired and shut up, but honnestly it doesn't work much. he's only tiring our body muscles and that doesn't include my mouth. Who in the right mind would talk while running? really weird

Today actually wanted jabok cca but then today raining so weather abit better for running so quite okay. I regret eating so much during lunch. Ended up close to being sick to the stomach.
bleah.

Today Yanthi brought some CNY sweets to sch for us to eat cos her dad bought for her bro but then realised the gelatin is beef one so they cant eat it. Me and friends take alot and eat lah. then we're like smiling like hell cos the sweets are so darn sweet hehe.

I'm talking to him now on msn. He's being really nice to me today. I still can't tell whether he likes me or not. But God i really hope he does. He's a really nice person and i sure know that he means alot to me.

Wakenings

2008-01-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

I went to the Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts for the first time today, I took some pictures

and i know my camera isn't exactly of the best quality

so yeah here are the pictures

Hey see the indian girl on the extreme left? That's my tour guide for my grp today. And her name's Karnika. She doing her diploma in visual communication and is currently in year 2. In fact she looks pretty enough to be a model hehe

this is really cool

This is a pic for the interior designing thing.

The pics are not in chronoligical order so feel free to look around haha

more interior designing sketches
this is quite ok and dull
reminds me of the glass menagerie cos it looks like one.

This is the costume jewellery course

Nafa is cool, they have a sunlight studio which allows natural light to enter and it gives a equal distribution of light so that the students can draw better?hehe some of the artworks are pretty cool

guitars , which i would love to own :)
a hand holding a rose... i wish HE would stretch out his hands like this and give me a rose on valentine's day... awww...
raining cats and dogs?
bloody kind of painting..not very clear thought, sorry :P

blurred pic cos my lovely tourguide told me to not take pics so didnt dare to.. after that i was quite tired so i didn't bother to take anymore pictures of the art works and stuff

super vain pic of me with quite messy hair

ahhh and another one lol. I simply cant get enough

this is a pic of yanthi's bao that me and jill bought for her to eat while she went to take her chem test. Quite cool huh. And i made it too yow...!!!

would you go to Nafa or Laselle with me? :)

But i am happy...

2008-01-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

PE today for once, was pretty much something. We had to do some tiring warmups today. Teacher went easy on us today and warmups were made much faster too. At least today we didn't have to do short put (is that how it's spelled??) and we could do whatever we want, as long as we are not sitting down on a bench or something. Ain so extra keep asking the teacher that she want to run, siao eh.

At first played badminton, but neither of us are good in badminton. So...we took skipping ropes and hoola hoops for fun. So nostalgic and it reminded me of the times i had in primary school hehe. What can i say, some people just never seem to grow up... No offense Ain heehee :)
But i had lots of fun too. We even rushed to the canteen so that we could buy the Malay store food, cos its always crowded hahaha.

AND of course today was daniel ng's bday. his 16th bday whoa cow! i'm so jealous lahh...can go watch NC 16 already loh BAHAHAHAHA!! Then he like damn not happy cos we all never wish him happy bday. Actually we were avoiding him so that we got more time to delay wishing happy bday. Then we passed around the funny card that i made with three cows holding signs saying "Eat Mor Chickin" ROFL!!! quite alot of people in my class wrote on the card. Alot of stupid messages but whatever. He was quite happy ,thankfully, after we gave him the card and we all wished him happy birthday. But we didn't give him any presents, what bad friends are we hehe...

Cow..my dance instructor really sucks to the core. That time he wanted us to lose 5 kg in 10 sessions which is already crazy enough considering that most of the dancers in my cca are like my size and may be considered slim. Then my instructor wants us to run 10 rounds around the quadrangle in my sch and that was last week. Ever since today he increased it to fifteen rounds. He has to be mad and i already ran my rounds then he didn't believe that we ran already so he go make us run again...crazy lah. We run in the hot sun until like want to die already. Then somemore go back to the dance room do intensive warmups. At least the dancing part wasn't as tiring.

Today the sec 1's joined our cca and er some of them look quite stupid and nerdy.. so unlike the previous batch of sec 1's that were seriously much nicer looking and stuff like that. Finally we have indian girls in out cca, and another guy!! At least the two guys in dance won't be so lonely anymore. I think today's practice was one of the most tiring.. One of the sec 1 girls even cried. And one of the sec 3 girl had fever and kind of fainted during the warmup. i guess not everyone can endure the pressure of the session that this gay instructor pounds on us.

well i better go and do my hw and art. And i still have to study for bio test tmr. I dont want to fail... time to do my work so that i can get more beauty sleep! Tomorrow going NAFA!!!

Happy Birthday!

2008-01-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

tomorrow, its daniel ng's bday whoo!!
he better give us a treat lol
somemore me and the gang are like his best buddies
i so nice loh make him a bday card...
oh well...
today was ok...
the only things that made me happy today was
seeing ian and aaron going to sch lol
and watching heroes season 2
sorry if i'm so random today bah hahaha

Monday Blues

2008-01-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today we got back our class test results for e.maths and chem
Oh MY GOSH!!
i totally rule chem sia
i'm not trying to make me seem the greatest so
but i got a 15/18 i think
2nd best too hahaha
E maths i didn't do so well
i managed a 9/15 hehe
walao jill damn pro get 14/15
seriously have to stop slacking and start mugging

today had our first chem remedial
we did practical
one thing i like about chem practical is that it can be quite fun to play around with the chemicals and stuff like that
the glowing splinters are quite fun too
thats so lame but yeah
i always kinda liked bio better cos its more interesting
but then i also cant score for it either
so darn weird.........
i wonder what is wrong with this phychotic brain of mine
cant wait to go to laselle and nafa open house whoo!
alright i'm off for Heroes
ttfn

Valentine's Day

2008-01-27T20:23:00.001+08:00

Valentines day is coming soon
and i how i wish i was attached
with him :)
haiz my head's in the clouds again
i wonder if he will give me anything
i wonder if he even likes me in the first place

yesterday went for wg and web
we played this really fun game
something that required peanuts
we're supposed to say a habit or a fear or something you love/hate
then lets say if i say i use my handphone everyday
then if you also share the same habit
you have to give me one peanut
i think i ended up being one of those that had the most peanuts :)
hahaha
service was good too
i didn't know we had to hand in the form for the camp before service
so i didn't
and my parents weren't very happy at all
before i went home
had supper with andrey, aaron, asaph and gang haha
andrey's grp were having makan
and me,aaron and asaph were playing around with one another's handphones
and showing our photos and stuff
so fun
then i went home
i wonder why am i so nostalgic about the times we share together..
hmm... <3

Tokyo Hotel

2008-01-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

oh god,i'm so obsessed with tokyo hotel. Well what can i say, they're quite good. AND the lead singer so cute especially when he was younger. i'll be going to church in roughly one and a half hr's time to meet ANDREY! We arranged to go to Laselle open house on 2nd feb and who knows maybe he might go for Nafa open house also hehe. Well i wanted to go to causeway point today to check out the music school there cos i think they sell electric guitars there. Thats why haha. Hopefully i can save enough money to buy one normal electric guitar. Yeah really hope so...
maybe i shall ask Jill if she's going causeway tomorrow whether she can help me check. It'll be cool if they had electric guitar lessons too. Then can sign up and learn too :)

Zonky day

2008-01-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THIS!

someone spoilt the watercooler near my classroom and the water was flowing down the stairs lol. i wonder who has the power to do that...

Stoning at home...since 8 plus at night

and also looking at JC and Laselle and Nafa websites hehe

the new bag i bought recently. very handy!

i ate this. Yum! (:

so cute sia . this was jing yi's donut

my wg had this donuts. thank you to mag for buying them from batam,if i'm not wrong..

chinese zodiac stuff..drawing skill damn pro

colour pencil drawing..it looks like a printed pic from far and its damn nice up close

musical theme park. the only A2 for o lvl

this one the skill super pro but pity only get B3

all this art works so good get B3 and above

wish i could do as pro as them

jill

2008-01-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

this is jill! i am eunice fren.i rock, she oso thinks so.

Heroes season 2

2008-01-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

the first time i watched season two
and i have to say its pretty fantastic
i like all the new heroes
so cool
doing stuff in the comp lab
and an eg is watching youtube haha

Wah omg

2008-01-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy lately
got alot of sch work and projects to do
and no time to blog
and i also never see him online at all
is he blocking me or something?
i really hope not
i would like to think that he's just too busy to use the comp

bought a new bag today
its white and brown
not bad
looks like the one i saw at revoltage
quite cool
also the shape is kinda like the black small bag that jill has
so its okay lah
i want to buy a blue superman shirt
a red little miss bad shirt and maybe a grey i love ET shirt hehe

Stalkerish anyone?

2008-01-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

More teaching and more homework
been quite stressed recently
because of the vast amounts of homework given by the teachers
well at least today's load wasn't as bad
hopefully weekend don't have so much homework sia

hmm there's someone who's been like stalking me recently
and of course i know who he is
but im not gonna mention it here
he's like some kind of pervert or sth
keep looking at me and stuff like that
super freaky and i dont really like it

me and jill have officially formed a band
and we're called Freedom Under Communist Kingdoms (F.U.C.K)
quite cool name among all those we came out with
now we're currently thinking of how our album will look like,the songs and stuff like that
and also we're recruiting members
we need a drummer,bassist/gutarist,singer...
erm anyone interested can like contact me or something HAHA

i joined web worship team recently
kinda having mixed feelings about this
im happy cos i get to play the guitar
but quite jittery cos it'll be a new experience for me
and i don't even own a electric guitar and im like super lousy for now
and i also don't have the strap to like practice carrying the guitar and playing
so i also dunno
just have to learn how to have faith in yourself
and that everything will be okay

Whoo Charlotte rocks!

2008-01-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

The glass menagerie is a really nice book
And Tennesse Williams sure has a really interesting life
he sure had quite a nice life?
And i think that Charlotte rocks..
i wanna go to Carolina woots yay

Monday blues

2008-01-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

went to sasa just now and the display rack looked so cute!

my hand with eyeliner lip gloss and stuff on it

ah don't really like monday

maybe thats one of the reasons why i often go out on monday

hopefully the rest of my week turns out to be much better

a picture of me from mark and sue's wedding

this,is in my bedroom XD

Reflections and moving on...

2008-01-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

Quite alot of ppl didn't find it stressful for their first wk
Mine was...at first
the teachers have started to pile homework onto our desks
And i havent quite gotten used to being a sec 4 student
so the only thing i can do now is
to do my hw and study as much as i can

My parents say we might go to america to stay for a few yrs after my O levels
to be specific,in the south carolina area
it sounds quite country?
there are many pros and cons about gng there
and i will misss web and my frens alot
also will miss my frens,him,spore food,shopping etc
but if i go there i can have a more relaxed lifestyle
i can finally get a dog
and a laptop
i might face racism though
and all sorts of funny ppl
and its quite country so
i also dunno if i'll like it
hmm i can also live in like a bungalow?
and i can take drivers ed and get my licence
since i'll be over 16 by the time i go there
OH MY GOD I ALSO DUNNO LAH
jesus show me the way that you want me to go
i may even have to forsake him in order to go there
and its hard to make a decision..

Sec 4/4 OMG!!

2008-01-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

OMG i cannot believe that i'm sec 4
and the thought of moving up fr 3/4 to 4/4 is so illuminating
just when i'm enjoying sec 3,
now its 2008 and im in sec 4 now..
no more slacking
no more fooling around
and must start studying to acheive my targets
haven't really been focusing much last yr
so i can say that my sec 3 foundation isn't that gd esp for my weaker subs
thats why this yr is gonna be really stressful
and i'm gng to have to work very much harder
prelims and all are like in july
and first o level paper is in what end of may?
thats like nuts lah
i still want to enjoy abit
i cant wait for this sat to go for web
and i absolutely CANNOT WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YR!!!!
love the money i get
the food
the cheap discounts
the holiday
the festive mood
etc...
well i better go get my beauty sleep
night y'all

Happy New Year !!

2008-01-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

finally i have the time to post abit
didn't do much today
and i don't wanna go back to sch tml!!
i still wanna go church and stuff
and attend weddings :)
btw mark and sue's wedding was a blast
i'll go get some of the wedding pics and post another day
and yesterdays wg gathering at suzannes house was awsome
it was so fun and i'll nv forget it
hopefully this yr will be even better than 2007
Happy new year everyone!!
ciao!

Merry christmas...and a happy boxing day...and a happy new year...

2007-12-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was christmas
and NO i did not have any christmas dinner
AND i WASN"T EVEN INVITED to his house for christmas lunch
grrrr thats sick man
and why must he keep giving me mixed signals.....
well i went to SPCA on christmas
saw alot of cute dogs and cats
but sadly i cant adopt any of them
maybe until i get my own house
my mum doesn't like pets thats why..
then me,dad,and bro* went to east coast park cycling
so tired
and not very fun cos i keep thinking of him
if love was blind, i would live in a void with nothing but you
haizzz....sigh....

today's boxing day...and all i did today was spring cleaning
totally hate it
i was like playing GrandChase
in between cleaning my room
and now im proud to announce i've kinda given up mapling
maybe for now
GrandChase so fun
the AOE atts for mages are so darn cool
such as the fire storm and so on..
ok i don't really know what im typing
so erm whatever
im looking forward to shopping tml
but dreading it also cos there's cca

Fishbone dry run

2007-12-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

today we had the fishbone dry run
if thats what its called lah
we tried making choco moco,chunky monkey,the nile and crazy frog(greenridge)
choco was nice
but it isn't my fave though
the nile is still my fave
tastes completely diff fr the one i made at home
chunky monkey drink already kind of want to have diarhoea
i dun really like the after taste
greenridge tasted a bit like antibiotics
well it was fun making the drinks though
i hope the ppl i invited will come
i'll continue to keep them in prayer

we also made drinks for the service crew
who were also there
then we make for them somemore using the leftovers
so after cleaning up and all still got alot of time
then we played games
such as wacko,duck duck goose and double wacko
quite fun too
i went to west mall and had dinner at mayim
food damn shiok haha
bot a new fan cos mine spoil
have to curse theat lousy piece of technology

this lovehas taken control of me

2007-12-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

my comp really sucks man
might spoil anytime
keeps auto restart
but thats not what i want to rant abt today..

today was...boring
wrapping presents lalala
smsing ppl to come ZCC..
plain boring

sometimes i just don't understand why life could be anymore complicated
and with him its worse
one day,he's so nice and treats me really good
then the next day,he acts like nothing ever happened and ignores me(kinda)
it puts me into a very difficult position
even though i know i have to stop worrying
and let god take control of my life
but its just too hard to me to not worry
i keep thinking insanely
like i might not even be the one that he likes
or that the girl he likes is everything i'm not..
sometimes i just feel like breaking down
but love is not a seasonal thing but its undivided and constant
and thats exactly what i feel for him eversince last june?
thats like one and a half yrs
but somewhere in btw i liked someone else
its kinda weird to say that one can love two guys at the same time..
well i guess i can only let god have his way
and maybe time will tell
but i dont think i can wait much longer
i'm pretty much done with waiting
i wish that there would be some kind of sign
so that i know if i am the one he has feelings for
if only god would show me..

okay enough of my mushy talk and all that
well,its getting late and i better go sleep
cos im waking up early tml to go swimming at safra club
hehe the pool there damn nice
note to self: rmb to put sun block
so that i wont get another sun tan
cos... I WANT TO BE FAIR LIKE SNOW WHITE

Teardrops falling from the skies of heaven

2007-12-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

wah sian
so boring at home sia
raining as usual
havent go buy sprite to practice making THE NILE
wonder how i make one will taste like hehe
i went to buy christmas presents jus now
so far i've bought everything already

nothing to do at home
besides practicing guitar
and reading bks
and doing some shit on the comp...
omg i still havent made christmas cards
i havent even thought of how to design them and all that haha
better go and start making them later
i cant wait to watch HEROES later
so nice
but one episode like very slow lah
i think i'll go play mech quest now
ciao!

Super Saturday!

2007-12-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

long time never blog already
too lazy lah :)

yesterday was the first fish bone meeting for the zhenghua christmas carnival
ppl who intended involved the service crew(waiters,waitresses)
and the logistics(ian,aaron etc)
and the kitchen crew(me!! and frens) haha
the briefing so fun lol
we finished at 5pm like that
then went to greenridge hang around awhile
then come back and help jingyi,ale and grace ushering and setting up
quite alot of food
ah and that ian was as lame as usual
some of the JD joined us
lucky that little boy wasn't there

next wk i have a run thru to make the drinks
im making the nile
which is my fave drink
i've yet to invite any frens
the kitchen for that day damn cool lah
its in the center so shiok
then when ppl enter can see us making drinks
HAHA
christmas coming so soon
havent buy all my presents yet

hmm recently i have to thank god for alot of stuff
though i didnt go for Destiny Camp
i had my wakeup call
i realised that i didnt like the way that i was living my life
and that i was drifting further and further away from him
so i started to pray more often
and do my DJ
im thankful that god has done so much for me in my life
i feel so blessed to know that he loves me so much
i cant wait for this sat's fishbone!!

Blah ...holidays

2007-11-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog
theres not really anything gng on currently
mapling everyday
mitch was erm???
asaph is such a stoner...
aaron???? lol
went to orbis,which is kinda boring
been practicing guitar
getting better and better by the days i think
saw duane (aneroxic kid)the other day on tab tv hahahah
ian's being weird, strange??
hahahaha
dont feel like going nyaa tml
looks like this holidays gonna be another draggy one
probably should go job hunting soon
if im not too lazy
feel like getting a pet all of a sudden
lifes just way too boring
i really should start planning on what to give frens and family for christmas
sigh groan haiz

Happy happy deepavali... (:

2007-11-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

went to boo's hus just now
it was fun
the snacks and food were great
pretty hot and all
and jill couldn't take it
HAHAH SORE LOSER!!
me and boo were perfectly fine yay
deepavali was fun
and ian was saying i was a white indian...wth
he's being a fucking racist
i also went to pay him a visit
by walking past his block
i told him to be polite and stick his head out of the window
and look out for a banana passing his block
he was wearing this brown shirt that made him look like shit
hahahahahahhahahah..........
ok im retarded...
maybe tml we're meeting to go cycle
maybe only lah...
he siao wan me go cycling at 6am
i haven't even wake up yet
and i don't want to
haha

went to causeway to shop with family
wanted to buy a new swimsuit
i saw all those nice bikini's at metro
very cute
but my mum didn't like them
neither did my dad
they both wanted me to get those tankini/one piece stuff which by all perspectives look like shit
i think i'll just have to go get a nice bikini by myself
maybe i'll go bugis or sth and look for one
i hate one piece stuff
makes all my fats look more obvious
and so tight
i wanna suffocate
bleah
i still have tons of el hw
gtg do them
night

Happy Depavali :)

2007-11-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

its 12 midnight
the day of deepavali has arrived!!!
whee...happy deepavali to all sia
happy
a few hrs later gng visiting
to the lovely boo's house haha
haven't been practising my guitar much
better go practice tml since there's time
still have el hw to do sia
very very boring
been mapling alot lately
gng to chiong as much as i can this holiday
cant wait for next thurs
dance camp will be over by then

btw just now i was at plaza
coming down the escalator
i caught a hottie staring at me
while he was queuing for sweet talk
whoa that wasn't expected by me
haha but it felt nice
rofl...
i've got some nice videos to post
Clumsy - Fergie

Good Enough - Evanescence

Hallelujah - Paramore

thats all for now
night everyone!!

SPOOKY!!!

2007-10-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

today was fun
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
i wanna trick or treat
yay
i wan to go and dress up as something...
like a witch???
haha i have so little originality...
cant wait to chiong maple!!!

ps. I HAVE SOMETHING SCARY TO SAY....

britney spear's album is out agh!!!!

Hallelujah!

2007-10-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

sweet
the holidays are here
had a fun time yesterday at bugis
never buy anything though>>>sadded
went to church uber late
sorry...
been chionging maple
stupid SunStreaK nv go online
i never even do pq with him sia
he better be online later
or else i'm gonna do my last pq without him
just now i managed to get my guitar!!! yay!!!
also trying to learn some chords
must perservere
i'm also going to have guitar group lessons
it starts next fri fr 7-8pm
bleah grade 1 needs 6 mths to complete sigh
the other grades need 1 yr
hopefully i can learn to play the chords by end of this yr
then i can play a yellowcard song?
or a avril lavigne song??
haha i sure cant wait til me and jill form our own band

I never meant to brag

2007-10-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

whoa life's sure going good for me for now
today in sch was awsome
chem(slacking)
maths(sleeping)
bio(cooking stuff eg yesterdays disposed peanuts.sick huh?)
even the beaker water we used turned colour lol
more fun>>>we were burning latecomers slips in the bio lab
lol so cool
school is shit lah
can't wait for holidays
if you stepped into my class today
i suppose you'll feel a sense of peace and quiet inside
THATS BECAUSE AIN NV COME TO SCH!!!
YEE HAR!!!!!!!
fuck so good lah
she too noisy and annoying
sometimes she's really annoying
keep talk talk talk abt her and shameer
so irritating sia
well she missed out all the fun today
we had two yummy pizzas
TGOG rules!! :)
bbq and vege pizza tastes really good
fr canadian pizza lah(sch food really sucks)
ps. the teachers were at teck whye market thr having conference or wtv,
wonder what the hell were they doing thr for...dun care lah
then after the pizza so full
prank called ian
said the potted plants he ordered were ready and can collect
lol he really believe sia
until jill said "eunice your friend lah"
walao rofl?!?!?!
should have told him"you have been muttoned"
haha then we say alot of shit
yanthi and i also say alot
wahahah so fun
then we ask him to come find us and he really come leh
and in 10 mins sia
so fast but bicycle quite fast what
i think if i have bicycle also can reach in 10 mins
haha but ian still more pro lah
too bad he next yr have to retain
i dun wan go sec 4 lah
at least he can enjoy sec 3 again
stupid ian tired nv peh me go home sia
so bad one loh
been mapling
i just lvled
so doing my blog
changed my blog skin
sick of all the spastic colours
hope ur like this skin XD
going go makan
i think i'll be 5 kg heavier after this yr
now im liike 43 kg??
ya very heavy i know...

oh ya i like this song alot
its Crushcrushcrush by Paramore
really nice video
btw Haley's hair in the video is a bit curly
interesting

Freakish things...

2007-10-18T13:04:00.000+08:00

todays a holiday
wonderful
cos i get to play maple
and then i can overtake aaron rofl
i'm dreading next wk
cos lessons are starting
completion of sec 3 syllabase
and bridging programme = sucky
cant wait til 13 nov
cos thats when bridging programme is over
and yay thr's dance camp
on 14 and 15 nov
lazy to go
but i think i'll have a fun time at night
playing truth or dare or smth...
and makan snacks too :)

gng to play maple soon
hope to be lvl 30 by the end of this wk...
lmao haha

lovers road

2007-10-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

wow last week was really crazy
so many insane stuff happened
finally zel is not bothering me...
he's a bugger anyway
its a good thing he isn't online ...
and D he seems to want to talk to me
but he's still reminded of that incident so he didn't
and I...
we are finally talking again
maple brought us back tgt to talk lol
and i know that he still wants to make out with me
and damn him,go and spray insect repellent on me and my bag
and him.. :),he said that im mature unlike I haha
i think he likes me
i dunno for sure
i could feel his eyes looking at me
wah what a wonderful feeling

Screw their fat arses...

2007-10-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

man school today was damn crazy
way freaky...
hmm first nab,hum and atiqah had all straightened their hair
i'm not sure if thats supposed to be a good or bad thing
but they look quite diff
kinda like clones lah..
haha i think its kinda interesting
then all our results start piling in
i got a A2 for eng,my first time in this sch
but its only the compre bit
i failed my chinese again
as usual but i don't give a shit
got an A1 for ss,which is pretty much the same
bio i think i'll fail
i didn't do that great
chem i got 16/20 for the mcq
partially cos its easy
but the second part was really tough
i think my sci will fail overall
tml getting back lit and bio and maybe maths?
haha dun care fail then fail lah
i'll accept what life has in store for me
anyway god sees my future
he'll somehow guide me thru...
that i know for sure

saw sum stupid things today
just cant stand sum ppl who think so highly of themselves
trying to stand out when all they win is the jeering of ppl
instead of attention
the way sum ppl dress are totally retarded lah
what i mean is that they try to make their skirts super short
when they have thunder/humongous thighs and legs
and it aint looking nice girls
some more to make it worse
they wear those super long sch shorts underneath
and can see some more
its not ugly
but fugly!!!
get it you friggin freaks
then they are so noisy some more
thats very true they themselves know
and smelly
all the stinky lard smell and odour ewww...
some ppl jus have no sense of getting the correct hygene..
ugh so pathethic
some more they're such poseurs
putting pics of themselves online when they're actually edited
makes them looks slimmer,prettier and wtv shit
but its so fake understand
ppl know its photoshop
even i who aint that gd in using this kinda software,i already know its FAKE
DAMN FUCKING FAKE
all trying to hide behind that loserish pictures
what cowards
look at your face compared with the edited one
then you see how horrible you look
not ugly,cos its so common
but FUGLY sia...
take a look at yourself then compare it with me or whoever else
pick on someone your own size lah
so big already still want to say those thinner than you
your should change ur attitude lah
be more positive
try and acheive a figure that is awsome then do all those acts of trying to be a poseur
for now your should make slightly longer skirts
cos it looks so much better
really im like seriously giving advice lah
fancy me being concerned for someone sia..
and don't go anyhow scolding ppl cos it makes ur seem like an ah soh
so auntie lah
and very cheena too...
like my ah mah like that
anyhow scold all those chinese vulgarities so cheap lah everybody also know one
no sense of originality
and your say ur prettier than other ppl
then u should go shove it
look at yourself and see first lah
you also not pretty one
still want to say ppl
more like you trying to boost ur ego sia
so not healthy
wait a minute,why am i so concerned for you lot?
really im just wasting my time typing sum shit that ur will only bitch about
nothing better to do is it?
so bo liao and lame
like homosexuals
which is very damn true

i'm thinking of changing my blog skin
but being lazy
maybe when i have alot of them then say bah...

Party Zone...

2007-10-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

wah the exams are finally over

screwed my art and maths

yesterday went to jill's hus play comp

then play with aaron runescape

haha so fun...

ate a lot of bbq nachos too

today had marking day holiday

went to bugis

bought alot of stuff

saw alot of ppl,sum i dun like

i took sum photos

thats jillin black carrying the brown bag,she looks like she's wearing a skirt

those streets can see fr mos burger

this man abit extra sia

water fountain at bugis village

i bought some clothes:a yellow skinny jeans and a sno cone vintage shirt

nice material too

Secret obsessions

2007-10-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

today was boring? woke up at 12 plus today
haven't been slping well this whole wk
so today had a good rest
art really is a bore
i feel so lazy to do it
lost my steam
my drawing for the prep work are getting worse and worse
ugh cant stand it
havent really done much revision for lit and maths
so gonna flunk it
have to go do it later

went to web today
i saw him :)
his fren keep looking at me
he also lah
then when me and denise left church
he,his fren and another fren were walking behind
i'm not sure if its purposely or wad
then we let them walk in front
then the way they walking like keep face behind
like trying to look at me liddat
i thought that was cool
just that i wished GOD would do something
hopefully something will happen
i just have to continue praying
and have faith and trust in the lord :)
just that i have been waiting for him for abt 1yr and 4 mths
i don't think i can wait anymore
i see your face everywhere and i feel the longing sigh
i dont know if you'll even do anything
knowing ur character,i doubt you will..

i feel all kinds of beautiful emotions when i see you
you are the one i live my life for
its all for you
and my worse pains are words i cannot say
still i will always fight on for you
what about you?

Let the flames begin..

2007-10-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

today so boring
go school take one paper (bio)
then can go home liao
bio was pretty simple
those stuff that i study mostly come out
BUT also have some ques abit difficult

stayed in class for awhile to let yanthi copy my lit notes
then i went home
my room was fucking messy
so went to pack it and bathe b4 meeting jill :)
we ate KFC
walao the chicken she eat so oily
soaked one tissue of oil and still got somemore
thats how oily the chicken is.
then we went to the library found lots of nice bks
later i wan hurry up finish read my bks then tml return

then we went to my house to do art
end up most of the time playing nv do much
haha i think my work now kind of crappy
kindaa lost my steam
wah then jill go off then i really concentrate and draw
currently went to print one of my drawings and do in colour
i think the makeup i do quite nice
but clothes damn ugly
wonder if i should play comp later?
but i still got quite alot of work to do..

2007-10-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

Emergency - Paramore

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
If you thought I'd leave,
then you were wrong

Cause I won't stop holding on
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
If you thought I'd leave,
then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?
And I can't pretend that I don't see this
Well it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it[talk about it]

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
Well I can't pretend that I don't see this
But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it[to talk about it]

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

Scars, they will not fade away.
No one cares to talk about it, to talk about it
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

this video and song quite nice
I think Haley looks the best in this video

Do you owe me anything?

2007-10-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

haha this owe ppl money sign still on my house lift door

so funny

already there like one month?

this owner like always owe ppl money

anyone wanna try dial the number?? XD

haha yesterday night so funny

i invite zl to me and hanif's convo

then we can study hist

end up sian then go switch the topic to something disturbing

HAHAHA

then me and hanif make pact gang against zl lol

i think we use all the chim words he don't understand

he got sum funny prob..

only think so highly of himself etc

whatever lah so ...off

today had erm hist and maths

both fucking difficult

hopefully my maths can score well

pray that paper 2 easier :)

i think i'll do better in ss

i wan get A1 for combined humanities

haiz i need to try and pass everything esp sci and maths

my chinese no hope

fail then fail i don't give a damn.

today went to plaza to mos burger study with jill

we were there until 4 plus haha

too bad nv see aaron again lol

if i see ian i'll bash myself up and drop dead

thats seriously how annoying he is.

if i see aaron i will say "hey cool guy" haha

ok lah kidding only

i not so kns one

HEY AARON TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY BASS I WAN LEARN!

i think bass cooler then electric guitar

but i'll kinda suck lah

i admit that i'm not very musically talented

last wk ian tried to teach me electric guitar but i everything wrong one sia

haha sorry ian!

walao that day i hang out with him drain all my energy lah

he very waste my energy

go home so fast tired then sleep

damn u...grrr rawrr

u play truth or dare so ...not fun

but yalar cos only 2 ppl how to play

not fun one loh

k i wan go look for some youtube videos to watch

haha brb in awhile.

feeling the urge to post a video for everyone to watch :)

boring stressed

2007-10-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

Rawr im blogging cos i've got nothing better to do
todays papers were somewhat ok
or could say a little easy
chem was easier than bio cos i studied more chem
for ss i chose the easier ques so got lots to write
as in able to describe more etc
blah enough of mugging..

today after school i ran away
then went to plaza met my mum then went walk around for awhile
met alot of ppl at plaza
saw aunty shelly,my maths tution teacher and joseph's aunt
then we were outside cafe cartel there
then aaron and ian walked in sia
haha so coincidence..
btw ian is such a bastard,he nv even wave at us
only until very late ...
later on ian told me he saw hanif too haha. i didn't know.
aaron so cool see all of us straightaway wave
haha lol
one thing that the three of us have in common is that we have the same maths tution teacher..

fucking assholes

2007-10-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

i really hate all this fucking assholes
i'm surrounded by dozens of them
they think they can push and toss me around like a doll
well i'm not who they think i am
i'm just a person who doesn't show who i really am
unless u really know me well enough
fucking bastards all make me so pissed
i'm already pissed by 3 of them today
thats already bad enough
at least i saw one good person today that made me feel good
which is mr B.M haha

well since i'm bored i wanna make a list of something

qualities i see in a potential dating guy for me(haha):
1. taller than me
2. slim in size,slightly muscular would be good
3. preferably christian.cos god and jesus are impt to me
4. musician-bass,guitar,drums,violin...
5. someone kind of like me,then we can get along well
6. romantic person,roses are cool
7. someone with a more positive attitude unlike me
8. he knows the proper way to treat a girl
9. no jocks or nerds allowed. atheletes still can as long they don't stink when they meet me
10. personal hygene-no BO,clean clothes,smell good etc.thats damn impt
11. hmm hansome? alot i know are imperfect.
12. nice to my parents,if they know about us
13. good in studies-then can help one another in studying
14. devoted-we ask god to help us with our relationship.balance god in our lifes.
15. faithful-don't go two timing and so on
16. suprise me?i love suprises.but if they ain't interesting they'll really suck
17. someone who can do things to impress me
18. sense of humour-its fucking impt if not i'll be bored to death
19. similar interests-have more things to do tgt
20. doesn't mind coming with me shopping-well i can find out what he likes to buy so i know what to buy for him
21. we have time for one another-i'm not the clingy type who wants to meet everyday or wtv..but twice to three times a wk is ok with me.besides there's technology,can either call,sms,chat on msn or wtv
22. respect our own privacy-i'll understand if u have things on
23. understanding,respect one another-putting yourself in the other's shoes
24. doesn't mind hanging out with one anothers friends-get to know each other better
25. a good kisser-that would be nice..
26. doesn't force me to do things that i don't wanna do eg.sex,dun hang out with my frens..
27. has a passion for music and arts stuff like me
28. allows me to do a self portrait for him to keep-thats if i'm talented enough..
29. comitted-dun anyhow fall for someone,keep wan break up then get back tgt etc..
30. wants a very loving and caring relationship-who doesn't wanna feel loved?

wow i wrote 30 pts.
i think i still have alot more
but i think the first 20 are more impt among the 30
well i'll type somemore another time when i can think of more
haha gtg study le
ciao!

Fuck it all..

2007-10-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes life is just a bugger

with so many exams coming up
and so much stuff to do
i can't help but feeling like exploding
i guess this is all just part of life's journey
its not the worst thing that could happen

i have chem/bio mcq paper and ss tml
haven't started on ss at all and bio a bit only
on thurs i got maths paper 1 and hist
maths i hav no more tution and i haven't really been focused
so fuck it all
i'm damn sure i'm gonna screw it
hist i'm kinda confident that i can get a better mark
cos i've been reading through regularly and paying attention :)
thats something to look forward to.
and on fri i only hav bio paper
yay cos i can go home early but boo cos hav to do art

i found this pic i think its really nice

also i really love this song

heres the lyrics:

THE USED LYRICS "All That I've Got"

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

Off guard, red handed

Now I'm far from lonely

Asleep I still see you lying next to me

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I..I need something else

Would someone please just give me

Hit me, knock me out

And let me go back to sleep I can laugh

All I want inside I still am empty

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I...I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me

Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat

I squoze so hard

I stopped your heart from beating

So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me,

I..I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

Yeah, it's all that I've got

It's all that I've got

It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

Yeah, it's all that I've got

listen to this song by the used if you haven't

i really love it. (:

friggin boring

2007-10-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

having art in the comp lab now

so instead of searching for chinese opera images,

i'm blogging haha

ms ow is like so wtv

but cool lah she let us have our own privacy
but its still boring

wanna listen to some music

music soothes my soul

everybody attention here!

2007-10-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

if you could invent a new vulgarity, what would you call it and why?

chemistry

2007-10-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

todays a bore
i really hate studying
by the way i was doing chem games online
then at first lousy
now even the super diff ques i can even solve sia
call me a pro haha
just kidding
also hav to thank my dad
for helping me a little in chem

let me ignite for you today

2007-09-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

today went late for web cos had to look after john
apparently he had some vomiting syndrome problems
i wore my little miss sunshine shirt and red checkered skirt with faded pumps
haha i love the shirt cos its so cute.
then in web sat in front of ian,aaron,asaph and their wg and all
actually aaron and asaph invite me sit with them
but i kinda pai seh
bugger ian ignore me throughout
what a bloody fucker
i think aaron and asaph rock! whoo!
actually i think aaron's wg is the coolest of all
they are...really interesting ppl
mine is like boring
not very exciting
BUT im not saying that u ppl in my wg are sucky ppl ok...
ur are also very cool
just that aaron's wg still is number 1 in my heart
haha that must really boost their wg's egos
todays service was ok
i kept sidetracking
was listening the preaching with my right ear
listening to asaph and ian fighting abt a weird calculator etc
and using my hands to hold a pen and draw chin opera stuff to practice for art
haha i so multi task
todays there's some mooncake festival item going on in church
from the basement in church can smell the popcorn they make hehe
i talked to cousin Priscilla abt exams
she also like me good in arts subjects and cant offer tips for sci
bleah everyone i know the sci all suck one
haha also dunno how i can even pass

i changed my blog skin so that i can put the mp3 player
cos that one the space to small
but i think this one cuter
aint the finger puppets so cute??
and its so colourful
i like blogs that attract my eye :)

yipee?

2007-09-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

yay the weekends finally here
which...means lesser time to study
and i still have alot of catching up to do
tml dont think i'll go church
but perhaps i'll go mug in bp library
things are just so hectic this days
even i have no time for church

this is a day...

2007-09-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

no time to blog
mugging alot
just passing by my blog only
fuck the exams
fuck the sun
fuck mother nature
fuck liberation
fuck art
fuck everything
oh ya i think i'm gonna do smth abt chinese opera
for EOY exams
what does evryone think??
i drew a sketch of a opera girl and i think its not bad
well good luck to all for the exams
cos it really sucks if you have to retain.

Way Away...

2007-09-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

I need to be away from you..
cos ur not the one i'm looking for...

yellowcard: Way Away
I think I’m breaking out
I’m gonna leave you now
There’s nothing for me here
It’s all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[It feels to be alone and not believe]
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

You can’t stop me now
You can’t hold me down
You can’t keep me here
I’m on my way**
I made it this far now
And I’m not burning out
No matter what you say
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[Feels to be alone and not believe]
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
[Letting out the noise inside of me]
Every windowpane is shattering
[Every windowpane is shattering]
Cutting out my words before I speak
[Cutting out my words]
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me
[Letting out the noise inside of me]
Every windowpane is shattering
[Every windowpane is shattering]
Cutting out my words before I speak
[Cutting out my words]
This is how it feels to not believe

Way awayAway from here I’ll be
Way awayAway so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
[Feels to be alone and not believe]
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

studying...not really

2007-09-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

today..,i mean yesterday was cool
played maple like siao
but still haven't lvl
haven't really been studying
must make an effort to put in more time to study next wk!!!
rawr.

my apologies?

2007-09-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

ok sorry maybe we really shouldn't be fighting at all...

Get away from everyone and go and die!

2007-09-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

god i really hate black asssholes
SORRY ITS NOT A RACIST COMMENT!!!
just that two ppl whom i dislike are so ugh...
first one caught me for stupid skirt when its fucking long
grrr...

the other is being such a pathethic tranny
he's such a bitch
doesn't deserve to be called a bastard at ALL!
first he befriends all this little little grps
sum which are enemies with one another
then he gets secrets to keep
and when he's with one grp,he bitches abt their enemy and tells their secrets
and does the same to other grps
sure now everybody hates hiim
i don't give a bloody damn shit abt him
he's so pathethic
such a loserish way of trying to make frens
backstabber and betrayer
to think i got charmed by his stupid being'
tgotg wasted so much time and all to help him and he's being the petty asshole
he's so insensitive,ppl say little bit wanna cry
its so gay u tranny biatch
u know u and the kids central guy have sooo much in common
being such bloody assholes
i can't stand you!!!
i'm so pissed off about it already
you are very irritating and annoying you know..
and do u know that u are such a male slut
trying to suck up to the malays (sorry this is also NOT racist!)
wait til i show them all the stuff u said abt them
just you wait and see
i can be super mean and nasty and bitchy
just you wait til reality sets in
u are a pathethic insensitive loser and u already know it
you dont even deserve me as a fren u bitch
u deserve all this for all the bad things you've done
think about it,when have u ever treated us like a proper fren?
the direct answer is NO
u say its not over
i fact its just started and its just about to get worse
im sick of you and i really had it
this is the last straw
i don't care if you call us bitches
nobody cares what you say
the ironic thing is that u are a bitch
so you cant just go arund calling us bitches
thats very childish you know...
i suppose u believe in retribution u lame hobo freak
cos YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!!
you don't know how fucked up everyone's social life's are becoming
its all ur fucking fault u fag
the fun has just begun.
oh ya,go suck your balls and masturbate all u wan lah
i don't give a shit
wait a minute, reality check
you DON"T HAVE A DICK!
get a grip on urself male slut.

cupids chokehold

2007-09-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

i wanna love
i wanna leave
i want u to love me
i want you to leave me
i wanna stand where i can see
i'm watching you love me,
i'm watching you leave me now...

fabulous

2007-09-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

i haven't been blogging for awhile
lots have happened lah
sat i went to bugis with jill
i bluffed that i went causeway library study
me and jill supposed to buy things but in the end nv buy anything
there's something going on too
that is kinda private lah
yesterday did sum modeling
the pictures are nice but i can't say its fantatic
cos i'm not like hot and gorgeous or wtv
perhaps if i have time then i'll post the pics tml
oh ya i forgot to mention,
my hp has NC16 stuff haha...
whoever can read this will know what i'm talking about...hehe :)

i gotta mug like siao now
exams are starting next wk!!!!
gosh!!
my exams start on 21 sept with mt
and it only ends on 9 oct...
grrrr....super long leh!!!
can't wait to start planning where to go after exams!
i think during holidays i wanna get a job too...
just wait and see...
i'm looking forward to attending Mark and Sue's wedding :)
i think its at the end of this yr...
yay!!! congratulations you two!

what the...

2007-09-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

omg bapok scolded us yesterday sia
cos a grp of us hav damn poor results
ppl like me. :)
let me quote some of his words
"take a look at your fucking results..."
"fuck i care about you..."
"get the fuck idea..."

walao how can teacher scold students sia
somemore yest was also jill's bday OFFICIALLY!
asshole of a teacher
today is quite exciting
me joseph,hanif and dom a bit were bragging abt someone
haha and it was friggin awwwsomme!!!
maths tution was a drag
i really hate it...
felt like sleeping
im seriously so laaazyyy rawrr

oh ya
some stupid pregnant woman
come and scold me and jill b4 art
saying our skirts cannot get any shorter...
bleah then she gave us those evil glares
walao then she asked questions i didn't dare reply her
then she pulled at my shirt
at least i dont put the shoe lace like jill
i use the rubber band so not that obvious
haha i so smart :)
actually i thought she was quite cool
cos she dresses so nicely
and looks very very good even though she is pregnant
WITH a huge bump
and she can still wear high heels!
how cool!!!
but..im so dissapointed with her now

a day of unhappiness?

2007-09-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

damn damn godamn it
i am seriously wondering why on earth am i blogging
esp on such a lovely sat night
when i can spend my time mapling instead
well,the stupid connection is so whatever
keeps lagging and i alr died once if thats not enough
ugh

it was such a wonder seeing u today
but sometimes i get so frustrated
you don't know how totally clueless you are
i like you and you don't even have the slightless hint
i'm already trying my best to be as obvious as possible
and yet you still don't know anything
maybe i shall give you a nick?
then u'll be informed
but then you don't even ead my blog so why should i even bother
thats because i care about you
i do so much for you
yet i get nothing out of it
and you are out there so shy and clueless about my feelings for you
sometimes i just want to give up..

ok enough of my rambling...
today i woke up like damn late haha
then b4 web i went fareast look for jill's bday pressie
can't find anything nice sia
web was ok..
i think i should start finding time to go for wg
i should set my priorities
btw jill was asking me abt this church called st john's church or smth
cos keith (her dream guy,who's kinda similar to my dream guy cos they both play the bass),
attends that church and she's interested to go there
and i think that church seems cool
i think i should go to other churches and see how its like
cos in covenant i feel like i don't really belong there
its like i'm an extra or wtv
today i saw duane in church
the thing btw us is still kinda going on
i really want to apologise to him but i'm kinda afraid that smth bad will come out of it
i think the two of us also a bit hoa lian dun wan say sorry
but i smiled to him today
i think i'll try talking to him next week
see what happens...
just hope that everything goes well..

2007-09-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

been busy this few days..
and i still haven't completed my hw
haha
i've finished doing my template
but i dunno why at the end of the post
it shows as the date instead of time
haiz...

its been nice talking to u...
and i really enjoy it.. :)
i wonder if u feel the same way?

mummy dearest <3

2007-09-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

i told my mum about some assholes in my class

she says that even from her time

students from art streams are always like that

its like art students do alot of mean stuff and all

and after thinking through..

i have to admit that me and my frens are like that

no my WHOLE class is like that

a class full of troublemakers and chaos

speaking of my mum i'm rather worried for her

though i don't show it but

i'm still worried

recently she went for a health checkup

and apparently her results just came yesterday

AND supposedly something suspicious was found

so now she has to go back to have another checkup

to make sure its nothing serious

i really hope its nothing

seriously...

today i woke up at about 12pm haha

did ALOT of hw

ss lah,maths lah...

ugh then also do housework

very sian loh

btw i saw my bro do something he won't want my mum to know

so i bribed him to let me use his speakers in exchange

lol i so evil sia

total madness

2007-09-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

today went out for lunch with jill,zl and dom
omg loh
we were like laughing like shit throughout
i laugh so much until i thought i was having a spasm
AND i almost choked on my food
dom siao
he was laughing 9/10 throughout our lunch in kfc

then after that me and jill keep purposely go to that kind of shops
like those girl shops,lingerie shops...
lol so damn crazy lah
oh ya
i saw a certain person at the library just now
what a fugly bitch

i totally must start mugging more
it'll do good for my studies
tml i have to mug bio and maths and chem
sigh sigh SIGH

i really need help with my blog template
i dunno how to change
i managed to make the colour but the pic dunno where to put
sigh

messages ...

2007-09-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

Message:
What would you do if...

-Your crush suddenly asks you out?
-go lah. siao eh.

-You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?
-join in for threesome?

-Your parents had another baby?
-doesnt concern me.

-You're trapped in a building about to explode?
-have sex. den die.

-You were granted one wish?
-wish for unlimited granted wishes.

-Aliens invaded earth?
-they already did. i'm one/

-A guy suddenly kissed you?
-depends. ask me for details.

-You won a date with your celeb crush?
-sell the opportunity on an online auction and earn a few Ks.

-You were given a blue car?
-paint it red first.

-Your boyfriend breaks up with you?
-he won't. i'd dump her first if needed anyway.

-You win a million dollars.
-put them all in a Arsenal v Sinchi FC game. place bet on Sinchi. confirm will get 10X the amount.

-Someone gives you flowers?
-Say Thank you lah.

-You recieve a love letter in your locker?
-Don't have a locker.

-You fail your exam?
-screw up the guy next to me in the exam room.

-You get first in class?
-not what if. CONFIRM will be.

-Your computer crashes?
-I USE A MACINTOSH . maybe cos your windows xp crashed . too bad .

-You get fired.
-i'll be self employed in the first place .

-Your best friend betrays you
-I'd use fengshui to prevent that anyway .

-You had to choose between your boyfriend and your best friend?
-my boyfriend may be my best friend by then . XD

-You were paid fifty dollars to fill this out?
-give me my money . its the reading fee .

boring? yeah it is...

2007-09-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

Sat
was boring
went to church as usual
and i saw you ushering :)
and all i looked at was you

i hate the pychotic killer bitch
just couldn't stand her irritating-ness
can't believe i managed to sit beside her throughout
ugh icky majorness
what to do

bought KFC for family for dinner
and saw you again
i love your killer smile :)
went home and mapled for 3 whole hrs (and much more)

Sun
was also very boring
stayed at home
and how fun is that?
mapled for 3 hrs again
my lvl 62 cleric almost lvled up
too bad i keep dying
and some stupid bastard living under my roof keeps disturbing me
cos i nv train his char
seriously so fucked up
such a petty dumbass
why cant he take the hint that i'm not going to even bother to train his acc
ugh seriously...

Mon , which is today
is also very very boring
nv go out at all
tml i wan go out and enjoy a bit
i am too bored staying a home
did some hw
i wonder how i'm going to do my ss hw
cos i left my text book in sch
and zl cant help me get it cos classroom locked sia
oh zl thanks alot for ...aiya alot lah

i have to start studying
my results really suck
my eng is back to normal
i got a B4
same for lit and maths which is also a B4
i have a B3 for art :)
and a A2 for combined Ss and Hist :D !!!
hah but i don't have a A1,yet.
and for the bad results:
D7 for chinese,yea as usual
and a F9 for combined chem bio
sucky huh?
must buck up esp on the subjects i failed!!!
jia you girl!

and i still want you here in my arms
i regret not saying goodbye to you when i left
but most of all i should have talked to you when i had the chance to.
i'm begging you to be my escape..

Nostalgia..,and ironic?

2007-09-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

i caught you looking at me so many times
it was like deja vu
just that
isn't it already over between us?
so why do you still do this to me...

Our holidays started yesterday already..

2007-08-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

today's great!

i went to meet jill in the morning at about 8 am?

we went to mac and eat breakfast

then she go and sleep sia

pang seh me

end up i eat alone

tsk tsk

then headed to the fab NTUC

to buy sum makan

then go her house listen music surf net watch youtube like siao liao

listen until nothing to hear

we dolled up and go bugis

went to the j square there to look for my sch bag

but dun hav sia

fuck seh

i so want it now loh

then headed over to vivo after walking around

vivo quie empty but fun

went to places like zara,topshop,river island,warehouse,diva,forever 21 etc

alot of nice stuff

oh ya jill: please stop your bloody obsession with scarfs

i know its damn nice and all but it looks sucky on you

the way u look doesn't suit that kinda thing

someone please fucking tell it to her face

sorry i'm so mean but ya

seriously its fugly

river island is so cool

i saw alot of nice stuff

bags,shoes,sunglasses,clothes,hats ...

so just now at vivo

i saw that they were having some showcase thing for the show HEROS

there were so many crazy ppl there!!!
i have no idea what's so great about that show

i saw some of the actors and actresses fr that show like those american ones

got tons of bodyguards sia

jill said she saw the jap guy with specs

seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with this ppl...

Followup on Jill's party!

2007-08-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

the followup to the awsome party! i forgot to post these yesterday

silly me... :P

isn't the cake lovely?

and here's the super cool video.

enjoy it ppl!! =P

A Quiz for all...

2007-08-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

1.turn on ur radio to 987(blast it out)
2.ask urself any question
3.answer the qn in a song mode

1.what will u sing to the person u love?
guardian angel-red jump suits apparatus

2.are u having a crush on shan wee?
lovestoned-JT

3.are u studying hard for exams?
im like a lawyer who is always trying to get u off(me+u)-FOB

4.how do u feel if u dont listen to 987 for just 1day?
when u're gone-Avril

5.how do u describe ur life?
what i've done-LP

6.does anyone annoy u?
makes me wonder-maroon 5

7.how do u live ur life?
bouncy bouncy smack smack-Don&Drew

8.what do u to ppl who irritate ur friend?
keep ur hands off my girl-GC

9.do u like being a kid?
the great escape-boys like girls

10.what weather makes u sleep better?
umbrella-Rihanna feat Jay Z

11.are u angry with him?
wait for u-Elliot Yamin

12.what do u think of music?
give it to me-Timbaland,Nelly&JT

13.how do u spend ur free time?
light up the sky-yellowcard

14.do u like the guys in ue sch?
u and ur hand-pink

15.do u want to accept anyone who likes u right now?
i don't need a man-PCD

16.how many crushes do u have?
grace kelly-mika

17.how u find the female 987jocks?
beautiful girls-Sean Kingston

18.what do u do to the teachers who give u a hard time?
shut up-SP

19.what do u want to do after exams?
must have done sth right-Relient K

20.what is one thing u will be sad abt?
what hurts the most-rascal flatts

Ride with the waves up high

2007-08-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

life's good
today is good
we (me and boo,who changed her name fr spice),
managed to make jill's suprise a huge sucess
at first she almost found out
cos she saw the paper plates and the forks in my bag
but then i bluff her :P
then me and boo planned how to get the cake to the canteen
without jill seeing
then in the canteen she almost want to buy food
but we had to DRAG her to her cake
imagine that!
we had a fantastic time makaning!
the cake was fab
though im not a big fan of chocs
i have to say boo is good in choosing cakes
AND FOR THOSE WHO DIDN"T COME FOR THE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION:
rawr!!
obi quek your got no cake

we ate so much
the cake was so giagantic sumore
still had alot so me and boo went back to class with the cake!
the cake eat too much will vomit sia
then we treated sum ppl in our class the cake
so fun lol
alot of ppl eat like joseph,ziloon,ramesh,benedict etc
haha all boys XP

i still want my j square bag
i think tml i going to bugis buy
haha
i wont be happy unless i buy it!
yay to the gang for not going sch!

Comedy Night

2007-08-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

Abi says the three of us,jill,spice and me should have a comedy show.
cos we're damn funny
but seriously are we?

Dance Floor Anthem

2007-08-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

dancing is a good exercise
it helps you to burn off calories
and helps you maintain a slim figure.
Also,you obtain a good posture.
you also get to enjoy the dance that you're doing
there are many types of dancing
such as ballet,jazz,hip hop,contemporary,
ballroom dancing,ethnic dancing and so on.
let me tell you
you'll have a fun time dancing
if you didn't have a friggin gay instructor like mine.
And he's really very cheena..
you get what i mean.

It all came crashing down...

2007-08-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

Today is so suay

esp for Ain.

first her nokia 5300 kena water

then spoil or wtv

and NOW it got stolen

who in the right mind would want to steal a spoilt hp?

of course some bloody fuckers in 3/4 would.

well hope to see you smiling like THIS >>>>>> lol (autually the arrow should point to the top. =D )

whoo the sept holidays are finally here

hopefully got more time to enjoy sia

i so want to buy alot of things loh

tml there'll be a SUPRISE in school

i'll mention more about it tml...

as i've said its a suprise

so what's the fun of saying on this blog yeah

i so do not want to go to sch on fri

we hav cross country running (groan)

and everyone in dance has to teach and dance with the teachers

and wtv interaction shit. (moan)

and then sure have to stay in sch until quite late (dang)

might as well pon lohs

i don't care i'm not going anyway

i'll just hide out somewhere. yay.

but if anyone wants to join me go ahead

the more the merrier :)

and now you see

how much i've loved you

so would you like to?

i hope you do

ps to gang members: should we create a gang blog ar??

my heart yearns for you...but do you?

2007-08-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

hello ppl. i know i haven't been updating
been BUSY!!!
unbelievable huh
recently i've been going through some difficult times
yea its a very VERy long story...
so if you have like 10 hrs free then i'll tell you the whole thing in juicy details
exams are coming soon
but so is the sept holidays !
ahh something positive to look forward to
i'm so materialistic
i'm looking forward to buying new things as the minutes tick by..
and i'm counting the minutes til you reach my side

some confessions :
there are many out there,but there'll only be one of you...
the harvest is plentiful but i'll only have one
i can't ask for too much cos it'll nv be mine
be my escape to the beauty of your heart.

this is for all the ppl who love the don and drew song bouncy bouncy smack smack
great news, i've managed to write out the whole lyrics for the song
and yeah ppl say its correct
so here it is:

BOUNCY BOUNCY SMACK SMACK

Don and Drew

(Bridge) Aaghh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh agh

Don and Drew
Who knew we both would be coming through
Smoking up another brew
Brand new we do it
The way you used to do
But this is something new
Hide the kids
Hijack folks
This is what we gonna do

Let me just take this nice and slow
I want you baby to know
The flow between us to and fro
Back and forth
Making you beg for more
Let me get the bone that I want
You flaunt baby come and show me some
The legs that carry you
Make me want to marry you
But as my eyes rise
I spy in bed a prize
The ass is conceivable
Freaking unbelievable
Squeezable needable feedable
Lips almost readable
I won’t come take it
Till I see you shake it
Bake it and quip it
Girl my icky breaky sneaky ticket
Just too far
I’m touching your hoo ha
So get into my car relax
And open up your mouth and say

(Bridge)

(chorus 1) bouncy bouncy smack smack
I’m gonna get a heart attack
Bouncy bouncy smack smack
I’m gonna get a heart attack

(Bridge)
(chorus 1)

We’re just two men
Who want you to know
We rock the show
We wanna get closer to your below
Love it or leave it
You can’t walk out of the door
Before you know it
Double D
Once we’ll be done
You’ll be begging for more
Slaps on your behind
To kill the shots
Two one one
You’re going so kind
So baby show your behind
So that’s the way it is
Give me a little kiss
And we’ll be playing twister
With the little twist miss

(Bridge)
(chorus 1)
(Bridge)
(chorus 1)

(chorus 2) I’m going to take a little bite,
Little bite, little bite
I’m going to keep you up all night,
Up all night, up all night.

(Bridge)
(chorus 1)

Bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy
Smack smack honey
Daddy, poppy, feel me
Bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy
Smack smack honey
Daddy, poppy, feel me

So girly here’s the deal
You wanna know
If Don and Drew are for real
You’re feeling sex appeals, conceal
Tight in the denim that you know
That your phantom is ravernous
This cavernous bottom
This bottom make your boyfriend jealous
So tell us all the things that you wanna do
And baby don and Drew we promise it
It’s just between me and myself
Face like a model
In your jeans and stack
Your front is cute but we like the back

(Bridge)
Bouncy bouncy smack smack
I’m gonna get a little smack
Bouncy bouncy smack smack
I’m gonna give you a little smack
(Bridge)
Bouncy bouncy smack smack
I’ll ride my train into your track
Bouncy bouncy smack smack
Ride your train into my track

(chorus 2)
(chorus 2)

Compiled by Eunice.tm
enjoy :).

for someone so special in my heart,that is not that bloody asshole:
would you write me a song about your love to me
would you do all you could for me
would you like me to wrap my arms around you to hold you tight
i would but would you make it known to me?
i need you but i don't know if you do
my love for you spreaded like fire across the jungles of complication inside me
the sparks of love ignited flames that never died down
the droplets of my love made the barren lands produced harvests of great quantities
and you made all the shadows,cold heartless winds
and the torrential downpours in my heart turn to beams of light.

i just,can't live without you
life is pointless if there wasn't you
hopefully the same situation happened to you
so that we could fall into a web of love
and i'll stay there in your tenderness forever..

confessions of a broken heart

2007-08-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

if u loved me, would you do all this to make me feel sad?? i really miss you so much at times when im alone

THE CLICK FIVE LYRICS

"Jenny"

She calls me babythen she wont call me

says she adores meand then ignores me(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distanceand sits on fences

puts up resistanceand builds defenses(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line

everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont

then you say you willyou keep me hanging onbut we're not moving on

we're standing stillJenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own spaces

he's playing mind game

sends up at my place

saying that she's changed(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines

you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wontthen you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing stillJenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh)

It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh

It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh)

JennyFirst you say you wontthen you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing stillJenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont

then you say you willyou keep me hanging onbut we're not moving on

we're standing stillJenny,

you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me

Jenny

Anti bully week

2007-07-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

tell me what you really really want
i dont know if you really like me if u keep on acting this way
i really dunno what to do
and honestly i feel like im losing it

mapled in the morning and im gonna lvl my warrior
i wanna challenge aaron (no offense or anything haha)
see if i can win lol
afternoon went to causeway pt
i bot a bag at ILT LOL!!
i think its super cute but wtv
also ate dim sum at Crystal Jade
i love their century egg porridge,
but i really hate their glutinous rice
their food now taste like shit sia
so unedible leh
i prefer Mayim food haha
everyone must be thinking why am i so thin when i like to eat alot...
hah i got secret recipe cannot tell one..
but seriously that was random and i will tell u if u ask me

due to my parents
i was late for web for half an hr
which is like too bad lol
the good news: well there's none anyway
the bad news: i have to do my DJ (Discipleship Journal)
nay i really hate it
esp if i hav to memorise verses
not that i dun wan to
but..,i suffer fr short term memory loss
and friggin sucks
i admit that i forget the names of sum ppl and i jus feel so pai seh
like thr's this new guy i met that is a fren of aaron and asaph and i..*shrugs* cant seem to recall his name..
dude im really sry but i hope to remember ur name when i ask u next time
ok back to the BAD NEWS
we also have a prayer partner which i'll say is not a bad thing
whoots she's super sexy!!
want to guess who??
its none other than...*drumroll* ...
...Sarah!! yay!!

damn tired sia
this whole week been very stressful
damn hectic
too much things to do,too little time
i have CIP next wk !SIAN!

well i guess this is the end for the anti bullying wk
even though the gang still gang up to bully our gang ldr
hey that ryhmes!

Random Talk

2007-07-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

totally random talk but...
i love THE PINKY SHOW!!!

i placed my hopes and joys in you...
yet you dissapointed me
you made me feel miserable
and you don't treat me like you really want me at all...
i hope you understand what im trying to say,
and you should know what to do next.

Strike a poise!

2007-07-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

rarrr remind me how much i hate ss and hist one after another...haiz

i was quite suprised lah but i got full marks for our latest ss test

but truthfully speaking..,i sorta cheated

wahahah i so evil

another thing i hate abt today is bio

i tink i lost my bio practical

no is bapok lost it more like...

its not at home and i think its also not in sch or smth kns loh

just now in bio we were doing experiments with starch and iodine using a white tile

then i took a two pics cos it was quite nice lah

iodine and sum starch as u can see

nice swirling and blending!very much arty farty

lol how random of me...

today got that Poise programme

i could say it was rather fun

we learnt abt how to dress talk eye contact etc so that we know what we can do in diff occasions

blah blah blah

we also had to wear casual clothes and i wore my punk emo clothes

quite a few ppl thought were nice

thanks to those few ppl anyway...ur all rock!!

i have this darty eye contact

which basically means that i dun keep a steady eye contact

haiz...

then when i came home my mum scolded me for wearing those clothes

cos i was supposed to wash them

basket sia

oh i saw a strange thing in a chinese newspaper for students

i saw galvin,one of the spiders fr web in the paper

it was abt making sum bookmarks to encourage ppl (if im not wrong cuz i know my chin sucks like shit)

i saw sum of the bookmarks that were displayed were ppl fr our church and web

quite cool but i wonder if this ppl have seen themselves on the newspaper

cuz theyre like right there smack on front page.

lol haha

lol jj sleeping after chem test in chemistry.i have gd skills huh? can zoom in fr so far far away..lol gang ldr dun be offended ar but damn funny...seriously i should put the other pic of u sleeping during assembly...i must admit that the other one was more hilarious...

a memorial that was done during reading period by our three gang members jj,yanthi and me!!!

NYAA...,it really sucks!

2007-07-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

erm i have quite alot of work to do so i'll just keep things short and simple
the gang nv really talk today
probably cuz thr's no eng
anyway i hate that fugly tan jun jie!!!
GRRRR ...
random?uhuh i realised that i was.

well,today got NYAA
drama ppl like gang leader vonnie aka jj,famous yanthi and abi...
yea they came to dance room
their mouth too big liao
talk until that gay instrutor keep punishing us
but...,i must admit that they danced really well...
much better than their previous time
oh well...
i suppose the ppl in dance are that shameless enough to admit that they weren't embarassed
we stayed back to learn National Day Dance
its really well *ahem*
i never liked being spontaneous abt cca in the first place
well yeah fuck it

and for our CIP, we were being told that we get a chance to be a librian...
basket lah wtf is this...
hav to do CIP in the boring and smelly library for 5 hrs at least?!?!?
i must be daydreaming or living in a famous worst nightmare!!
People PINCH ME!!

haiz but i have no choice but to accept it.
muttons are on now and i really gtg..
i love the night cuz...
i can listen to MUTTONS,
at night...

lol sweet and random

Racial harmony stuff

2007-07-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

i hav pics to post totally forgot abt them

the 4 pretty girls ,racial harmony

the piggie that daniel drew,gang tattoo

the ppl of 3/4
thats me and the pretty thing there is..yea none other than jj
posing for photos image quality sucks i know

afiqah and me

gang bangers

the gang of gangs

thats me
and me again
i know i very vain one

the gang picture not that great but yeah
the three chiobu charlie's angels
happy racial harmony

actually wanted to make a racial riot video and take racial riot pictures but in the end didnt

Lao tiko in sch bus stop thr...

2007-07-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

fuck sia today super sian loh
nth much to blog abt
except todays official gang meeting
we plan to make a t shirt but not confirmed with the details
we should start a gang website
thats fun sia
so many ppl can update tgt lol

got lao tiko at busstop sia
he damn scary sometimes
even yanthi was like damn scared
haha i heck that tiko lah he no big deal one

today had one and a half hrs of maths tution at Aunty shelly's house
i can say i was bored because its maths
but...i must perservere and maitain a positive attitude
i can say that its useful cuz wtv i dun understand she has explained clearly
even she has teached finished trigo ratios which alicia tan hasn't
hopefully i can do better in maths lar
must maintain postiveness ugh...lol

have quite alot of hw to do
but then im blogging instead
note to self in case i forget:
remember to pull down skirt in front of chers who'll check
later my skirt kena unpicked then mati liao
haha thats like so random of me...

oh yea! this morning i called 98.7fm when dan &young were on!!!
the ques was when you wake up in the morning,the first thing you think abt is...
ppl hav to call in or sms to complete the sentence
hah and i called and got thru!
i said the first thing i thought abt was them cuz they're in the morning
dan and young said they were so touched
dan asked if i jus woke up and i said yes
then young started making sum jokes abt it lol
they're so funny
later i'll try to see if i can get thru to muttons to midnight
and tmr dan and young again haha

i miss him

2007-07-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

today feels so empty.
perhaps because i keep calling him last week
and then today nv call

well smth interesting happened today
joseph:u tell asaph my hp got stolen right
me:no whr got?
joseph:u tell one lah
Me: i only tell Ian what
joseph:no wonder...u like him ar

hmm weird i think he doesn't know but nvm

the day went like a normal monday
as usual the monday blues...
also went to teck whye market after sch
nth much thr one
celine called jj saying that whole class not gng chinese
so we pon teng go lot 1 harhar
went to LJS and thr damn smelly sia
got the smell of fatty arses that i totally hate
left the place in like a hurry

tried to play maple but heng almost got busted just this one cm close.
thanks zl for helping me train my warrior tyty!!
lol...i so lame play maple one
but then again alot ppl suddenly started playing again so peer pressure sia

racial harmony day!

2007-07-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

yo all hmm today is racial harmony
so i guesss thats why we're celebrating it like today
it was like damn right fun sia
first of all i wore this purple panjabi shirt(if im not wrong).
oh and its a indian costume...XD
i wore it together with skinny black jeans
and super high black model heels
i wonder how i managed to balance in it.
i let a few ppl try it like jj,yanthi,abi and alot more
haha i wear become as tall as all the other boys in my class
,maybe even taller hehe
the gang took photos but they're not that great
actually our gang photos depicts racial harmony haha
we actually wanted to do a racial riot video
with hanif pulling jj's sari and her pulling hanif's shirt etc
haha looked so funny
but we didn't get to any actual recording
thats a pity right?
i mean we might even become famous
if it gets posted on youtube or smth..

I LOVE MY GANG!!
thats like so totally random but yea
i love my gang cuz they are so friggin funny
and yup thats why we totally rock the house
as gang bangers lol

took lotsa pics during lesson
pon teng lit and then whole of eng
go take pics and listen sum music
scary ar suddenly got one king KONG come into our class
and then confiscate joseph,alger and jason hp's
suay loh they all..lucky he nv see my hp if not sure kena taken
he dare to come say me then i give kong the finger
then we shall see what the donkey he can even do
sibeisiao loh

no cca hahaha
and then leg pain
blame it on the stupid blardy shoes of mine then
chat with ian on hp until my dada (LOL) scold until like shit
heh im just entertaining sum bored to tears soul lor
im doing a gd deed and all i get in return is this
basket sia
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY LOL

new blog

2007-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

this is my dunno number how many blog and i can say im getting really sick of it
well i never like to keep a old blog for long anyway...

hmm sku sucks my eggs as usual
wish the O's was like one minute away and i can it over and done with
and yea cca ended early today as usual
cuz thr's a performance outside sch for the dancers this fri and they need the practice
actually i was also selected for this dance
but i lazy nv go for the practice wahahaha

i open the cupboard after cca and saw my hp ringing
just nice ian called me and became my knight in shining armour to swoop me home lol
no lah he whr got so good one...heehee i so evil!!
jus nice he at policlinic near my sch so he just call me up loh
he very poor thing lah everytime fall sick one
also jialak cuz it means i have to sayang him lol
on the way back we kinda talked quite abit...
he's damn funny
it reminds me how much i love having him around just like my gang...
but what i hate abt him is he always pang seh me one
such a big fat meanie...
hmph always make me not happy de one

Its A 15th Birthday!

2007-07-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

wor wuz up man!

today's my 15th bday and yea i can say i dun feel any monday blues

probably because its a special day

my gang nv gimme present,sigh...

but,i gave myself sum pressies

like a black skinny jeans and a shirt

haha im being so lame

fancy me giving myself presents

how weird of me

actually jj(vonnie) and yanthi wanted to get me a slice of cake

but i wasn't that interested

this is how my shirt looks like and the jeans. i tink it looks fab

pardon the background

i'm sure you wouldn't wanna know what it is...

thanks everyone for making my bday so fun!

if u nv gimme present or wish me = hint hint *wahaha!!

✖ Paper Walls ✖

APRIL!!

Bleach Episode 10 aka BO! HAHAHA!!!

Saving you sends me to heaven..

I am Not Here.

No one can get in the way of what i'm feeling

I miss you..

It's All About You...

Flying in the stars

Tour Trip

Creative Revolution

Valentine's Day

My fairytale...*poof*

You leave me breathless

Saving the world >>-------}>

Consequences

Happy Chines New Year!

Lala land is a distance away

It's time you asked me out...

Laselle Open House

the end of the day

Durch Den Monsun

You make me wanna lala

Wakenings

But i am happy...

Happy Birthday!

Monday Blues

Valentine's Day

Tokyo Hotel

Zonky day

jill

Heroes season 2

Wah omg

Stalkerish anyone?

Whoo Charlotte rocks!

Monday blues

Reflections and moving on...

Sec 4/4 OMG!!

Happy New Year !!

Merry christmas...and a happy boxing day...and a happy new year...

Fishbone dry run

this lovehas taken control of me

Teardrops falling from the skies of heaven

Super Saturday!

Blah ...holidays

Happy happy deepavali... (:

Happy Depavali :)

SPOOKY!!!

Hallelujah!

I never meant to brag

Freakish things...

lovers road

Screw their fat arses...

Party Zone...

Secret obsessions

Let the flames begin..

Do you owe me anything?

boring stressed

fucking assholes

Fuck it all..

friggin boring

everybody attention here!

chemistry

let me ignite for you today

yipee?

this is a day...

Way Away...

studying...not really

my apologies?

Get away from everyone and go and die!

cupids chokehold

fabulous

what the...

a day of unhappiness?

mummy dearest <3

total madness

messages ...

boring? yeah it is...

Nostalgia..,and ironic?

Our holidays started yesterday already..

My fairytale...poof